comfort.ed eh!~

cooincidently, i scanned thr friendster and managed to find ver's blog.. hahas.. (the gal whom i lost first round during nationals.)..

got quite comforted after reading her blog.. hahas.. let me extract the super big chunk of words about me..

she said, "not really happy with my performance in terms of guts and confidence,especially in my 1st match,i totally suck BIG TIME.truthfully speaking,i should have lost in the first match.first of all she scored more than me,just that points wasnt given to her,and please not because the other ref are from my club.count myself lucky.i was not as good a fighter as her.my 1st match was horrible,my legs couldnt take off from the ground coz my leg muscles are very stiff,not because i didnt do my warm up but that i over stretch my legs the previous day.god danmit.2ndly shes damn unlucky,i came clean and good at acting like a lil lamb and i played safe.after i scored 1 point from my 1st round,everytime she try to kick me,i move in,i made good use of my disadvantage of being short to the max,shes unable to score coz her kick would overshot when i moved in.in the end she did scored 1 point but since she have got like 2 koungkos,she have her 1 point deducted.how lucky can i be?and ever time we hug,i put my hands at my padding and act innocent,like a lil lamb,reckon shes afraid of letting go of my padding as i may shift back and kick her.reckon i am smart by not moving la."

anw.. haha! felt so much better (grinning**) hee.. yups. she is lucky, i suay wat.. =D

unable to attend church this sundae again..! (3rd week in a row) ok.. the reason is, im attending a first aid course.. i tink that it is important to have some skills in first aid? and this course comes free! hahahas! do not have to pay like $100 over bucks for it.. yupx.. so.. i registered lor~

xue.wei's leaving for china overseas trip very soon.. still tinking what should i get for her advance bdae leh? hahahs!

k.dramas are all alike!

hahas! i have been rotting at home watching korean dramas.. crying like stupid.. hahas.. yes. all korean dramas are alike/similar/same.. lol..

yes.. the current one im watching is All In.. yea.. old drama, but quite nice leh.. already at episode 9 and i've yet to cried. wahahahhas!

anw, apart from that, i had my 2nd driving lesson last nite.. it was SCARY!!!! the sky turned dark at 7pm while i feel the clutch, brake, accelerator without looking! super dark ok.. my instructor had so much confidence in me as i was made to drive around ubi during my 2nd LESSON la! the fact was, i had much arcade training, but that doesnt help. haha!

my legs help like hands, vice versa. hahahs! at this stupid junction while waiting for the lights to turn green, (I WAS SLOW TO MOVE OFF) and the irritating car behind me horn.ed at YOURS TRULY! argg. it was shocked first and followed up, car stalled.. wahahahahhs! stupid car.

anw the good news is.. i drove my wae home from ubi on my second lesson la! hahahahhahahas!!!! not bad eh!

moral of the story: get more arcade training !~

sad.ed

yes. i lost.

talking about my aim and targets and blah.. i din even mgnt to clear first round.

sad.ed. disappointed. loser.argg..

did my warm up with the help of alex. feeling quite good cosh alex saes my form not bad..

i went into the ring feeling very excited.. i told myself i will win and i definitely will.. all my preparations and sweat during the trainings must be of good use..

darling was my coach.. n becos of that, i was very confident..

but unexpectedly, i wasnt able to perform. left leg instead of my right throughout the match, some disadvantages for me already. and she charges like a bull..

i want to clear this match badly, so does my opponent.. was awarded 3 kiong-go (fouls) first time in my life of tkd.. hahahas! that equals to -1 point! i felt like dying at that moment..

yes. im very affected. i aimed to fight till the finals.. i cant wait to win.. mayb that's a problem la.. hahahs!

anw, felt better when darling saes that it's wasted and i should win the match.. alex saes i lost to the k.long refrees instead of my opponent.. big hais!

anw. everything is over. i noe i've improved compared to last year.. BUT, i will do even better the next time! (:

tata..

cheap?

bored..

went sun tanning this afternoon at hougang swimming complex... the sun was hot and this nice creation of God was spotted!

it may not be a rainbow.. rather, it looks like the reflection of the sun or something along the lines.. hahahhas! but it was beautiful..

anw.. i was caught at the swimming complex entrance earlier on! believe it or not.. hahas.. long ago, i alwaes pay 50cents for a children entrance card.. until now.. i continue to pay that amount.. until this fateful day.. upon inserting the card for entry, a super loud siren went off and this red looking signboard with the word - CHILD was lighted up..

i knew something was wrong.. and yes. an aunty(staff) walked towards me and ask y did i cheat the entrance fee by purchasing the child entry card.. lol.. i was shocked! 19 years of my life, i paid that amount. never tot that i will be caught! hahas..

yups.. i tooked out another 50cents and handed it over to the aunty.. despite the obvious that i was trying to reduce my embarassement, she continued nagging and rejected my 50cents..

she goes on like, "do u noe this machine here is specially put here for u all who cheats entry fees? bcosh of u all ah, the complex is not making money. how can lidat! tell me.. how can!" WAHAHAHAHHAHAS! SORRY.. BUT IM CHEAPO LA.. wahahahas..

she let me off after she finished her lecture.. and i still went into the complex for my tann.. hees..! moral of the story : dun go hougang swimming complex anymore! wahahahas~~

happy 3rd year anniversary darling!!!! =D

specially dedicated to darling..

darling, although u alwaes calls me "pang pang" (ah fat).. i know u loves me most!

although u alwaes slap my big surface area thighs, i know hitting is also love.. like the chinese phrases saes, hitting = doting, scolding = love.. hahas.. *now u understand y i like to slap ur face in return ah! wahahahahs!!!

although u alwaes scream and scolds me badly during tkd training, i know u want the best out of me..

although u alwaes fart infront of me.. i noe that ur seeking my attention.. hahas..

although u alwaes show black.ed face when i request for a lift in ur honda civics.. but i know u loves me! cosh ur alwaes there to drive me! hahas..

although u alwaes talk to me so loudly and rude.. i know its bcosh of my lousy phone and ur afraid that i cant hear u well.. hahas!


but.. i love seeing u being irritated while ur driving..

i love seeing ur "satisfied expression" after u farted.. (though it really stinks!)

i love seeing u buying lotsa titbits like a small boy..

i love seeing my hp ring with ur funnny face appearing..

i love slapping ur face and see u being irritated..

i feel so love.d cuddling under ur smelling armpits while i faint to get rest.. hahas..

i love lucky cosh its ur dog.. love the master and his dogs.. hahas!



i'm sorry if i've yet to be a mature and caring pang pang.. (sorry for spoiling ur *furniture la.. hahahs!!!)

im alwaes irritating u.. asking nonsenses questions.. hees..

i hoped ur still quite entertained by me..

love u darling! alwaes.. =)

specially dedicated to my lovely PANG AH HEI..

HHAHAHHAHAS!!! that's my sister!! loves.

HAPPY BLESSED 17th BDAE PANG AH HEI!!!!! =D

thank God that time passes so fast and that He had always taken good care of us..

you had alwaes been a fantastic sister! wonderful sister! thank u.. though i had alwaes stayed out late and din really take care of u.. =x

i hoped im graded "ok" for being ur older sister ah! hahahas!

15 years had passed!

a couple more years ok! we will live with ahma! promise! =D

u are now older... u have to make ur own decisions at times and take care of urself ya!

love u my darling sister! =)

but remember.. i will alwaes be here!

loves..

God's with us!

HAPPY BDAE!!!! (:

secret!

yes.. watched secret with TP.cute.bird**.. unexpectedly, it was nice.. infact quite a good twist in the plot! hahas.. yups.. a brief summary of the movie.. -> love story.. harry potter dressing and scene.. attempt for ghostly plot.. comedy.. hahas.. overall.. i will give it a 4stars out of 5.. hahahs!! =D

yes.. and we took alot of photos with my new hp.. wahahhas! =)

i offered the rat a drink, but was rejected and he push my head away!!!! as for the picture below.. it's my new hair cut.. also i think the blouse looked good on me!!! wahahahhahs!!!

we ended the dae at an expensive looking higher class kopitiam outside amk hub.. hahas! had a fantastic dae with TP.cute.bird.. awaits the next outing!!

p.s: paiseh for the miscommunications on out outing la.. haha! loves.

fat.gold.fishes.

apparently, im too bored staying at home jobless. and i guess this will carry on till my sip starts! hahahahs..

anw.. was feeding the stupid gold.fishes last nite. and realised that they are super duper oversized!!

they all came in this size as seen below.. (taken from google's imgae)

but.. now they looked like this below..

the newer ones are begining to look like the older ones.. mayb it's bcosh of the Pang's Family genetic problem.. hahahs..

like the phrase goes, " i'm fat, my fishes are too!"

wahahhahahs!!

too.dae!

cut my hair todae!! hahas.. quite glad.. said byebye to all my deaded and spoilted hair.ends.. hahas!!!

went training too.. thought i was quite reluctant to go.. duno why also.. mayb is bcosh of the blister on my foot.. hahas! *lousy excuse. how to win when im so lazy to train!

quite scared la. first opponent quite strong. checked up on the last tourny's bout list. SHE MGNT TO WIN TWO MATCHES OK! hahas. i lost my first match at the second round la.. din even mgnt to finish all 3 rounds lor.. *sians. super sians. hais.

yes, aim high. i know. basic logic to aim high. high moral. have more confidence. fight smart. react fast. knock out opponent. (all theory) ultimately, im scared! )=

will i even get pass my first round? *doubts. if onli i could have like 10% of what darling owns. hahahas! den i will be this year's national champs. wahahhas.. pray harder! =)

so proud of my darling! loves.

anw, had consultation with sue earlier on. sad abt the report. had so much sweat in it. but. ok. messed up. yups. hahas! so glad that everything is over. awaits sip. hahas.

my heavenly father is the KING of all KINGS!!

“For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.”- Ephesians 2:10

this is the verse for today at bible.gate.way..

honestly, i've lost touch with bible. trying to get in touch again. for i know that God will never leave me nor forsake me.. though im the one who lose touch with him.. i will make it a point to read up on daily verses and start my devotions. i need to. i thank God that im created by him to do good works. =D i'm his workmanship!!! hooray..

my heavenly father is the KING of all KINGS!!

and im the princess! =)

mondae boo...!!!

firstly.. i've finally got my w880i yesterdae! thanks darling for signing the plan for me.. hees.. =D *long waited*

secondly.. we were overjoyed yesterdae when brittany and geraldine took home gold medals for the national tkd championship.. hahas! especially darling.. grinning from left cheeck to the right.. hahas! well done gals!! ;)

thridly.. darling keep saying im fat!!! yes. im going to lose weight! hahas! =D

gota retreive my ic at lavander later of the dae.. sians.. so far.. yawns.. hais..


my friend asked me earlier on..

at: eh.. what's your goal for this nationals when u seems so excited about the junior kids?
me: hahas.. i duno.. atleast a placing? hahhahahas!
at: 4th is also a placing.. what about 5th or 6th place? hee
me: @_@"

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.. TELL ME WHAT'S THE FASTEST AND EFFECTIVE METHODS PLEASE!!! =D

fri + sat..

finished my cds in a rush and handed in on fri noon.. hahahs! hopefully i will be awarded a B+ for my fantastic illustrations, untidy sketchbook research and last min mood board! wahahahahs!!!.. =D

edwin.oh made a trip down to tp and met me up for lunch at The ToP Table.. hahas! was rejected at the entrance by a *boy waiter! edwin was like " what the.. " when he came all the wae from amk to have lunch at this so called student culinary fine dining.. hahahs.. anw.. after making a call to the restaurant's hotline, they mgnt to squeeze out two seats for us! lol.

food was so so ..

service was great!

dessert was ok..

overall.. ok lor.. :s

but it was cheap! hahahs!

that was fri...


todae.. sat... went yishun sports hall in the event of junior category nationals championship.. hahahs! all the kids were super cute la!!!!! so small.. hahaas.. ckc represented cheng san cc today but did not performed as expected.. can see that darling was quite disappointed.. anw. good courage ckc! =D tml.. sun.. 5 other kids are representing cheng san cc!!! add oil kids!! do us proud! =D

good news! darling helped my sign up a new singtel plan.. which means.. my w880i is here!!!! long waited! but onli tml will the stock comes in.. lol.. and my lousy phone is worth 50 bucks ah.. lol.. thinking if i should sell it.. hahas! =D

celebrated sis and da yi ma's bdae todae.. give thanks to God that sis is another year older! =D

tata

good nite singapore. ! =)

happy national dae eve.. =D

yups! cleared all end.sem.tests!!!! almost died upon seeing service mgnt's paper! everyone started cursing at jeanne.ng. hahas! all essay questions.. anw. still mgnt to finish on time. sales was easy. very easy! hahas.

back still hurts. knee cap hurts too.

after sales test, went makan with eliz and gang.. hahahs! very enjoyable with all of them. hahas!

now back home. sitting on my chair. abit lost. duno if i should start doing my cds?

bored.

should take a SHOWER first.. hahas!

low moral. no mood to do anything. sian. not feeling good. yawns.

oh ya.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAE EVE SINGAPORE!!!! =D

no.one

had brand mgnt test todae.. so happy.. cosh 2 out of 3 questions were spotted!! bingo!! though i hate having test in LT. my neck hurts. back hurts. uncomfortable. thankfully, i've only got 3 papers; one hour each. =D

went mac with eliz and san.. nice outing!! hahahas.. should have it more often la.. =D

thereafter, went training. quite tired and sian already. thinking of my two papers tml. din want to go initially. but still went. sad. hurt my back. not up to standard. no mood.

i guess i need to go for another medical check up on fri. so many things to do on fri la.. need to get my ic. meeting edwin and dennis for lunch at top table. hand in cds assignment. stupid posters keep changing details. woo hoo..

sick. tired. uncomfortable. buay song. irritated. screwed. watever. no one will understand wat is going on inside my mind. no one except God.

cant wait for my holidaes to come. counting down. two more daes!!!

all the minus.negative.

firstly.. went to see a doc for some infection thingy.. cost me $35!!!!

den went shopping with aunt.. spent $40!!! (did not buy on impluse. poor. )

went tkd.. got kicked my den on my wrist bone and hurts badly.. so bad that my tears just come out.. sad case.. y keep telling myself i will win that bitch when everything is wrong. stupid. dumb.

end.sem.test!!!

c.d.s!!!!

present phone died. needed a new phone($$ again). used my card for sissy and now, no one to sign the line for me. damn. sad..

great.. should i give thanks for all these? theoritically, i should give thanks cosh all these will make me strongly.. mentally... u know my answers.

i'am weak. but my Lord is strong. He will make a way.. (:

slack.turday..

had a good nite rest last nite compared to previous week.. no more fustrations, no more datelines, no more presentations.. yippie!!!

slacked the whole dae.. woked up around 11am.. went brunch with darling and his mom.. thereafter we went to darling's cousin's house and play with the kid.. very cute boy with huge round and watery eyes.. nice dimples.. importantly, he is so lovable!! ahahhas..

watched a downloaded chinese movie on nicholas tse.. something like "nan er ben se" men's colour? wahahahhas.. took a nap after that show.. hahahas.. i woke up just in time to have dinner!! hahahs.. watched another stupid korean *ghost* movie after dinner.. apparently, there's no ghost.. lame..

i concluded my dae by watching another movie on television.. some chinese movie.. hahahs!!!! nice saturdae.. i had alwaes like to come over to darling's place cosh it's quiet.. cosy.. dun need to hear that woman's voice! and most importantly, i alwaes get my work done over here.. hahas! darling loves me!!! =D

yesterdae nite was having training at cs.. as usual, partner up with alex.. was expecting t.y.h to come cosh alex had already informed me before hand.. surprisingly, she din not turn up.. anw.. that's not important.. come or not.. I AM GOING TO WIN HER THIS NATIONAL!!! wahahahhas!!!!

tata~

it's FRIDAE again!!!!!

yeps.. give thanks! appreciate!! coz.. it's fridae again!!!!!

was supposed to have an exchange, or rather, friendly match with J.H.Kim yesterdae in TP.. i was excited.. really excited.. cosh want to *test my current standards.. hahahhahahs!!! butttt... the match was CANCELLED!!! hahahhahhas...

had a short exchange with tiff.. used to fear her aggressiveness.. but now i tink i can control my *fear better.. well, there's still too many mistakes and stupid actions pointed out by darling.. i was very much in a mood to thank darling for his lecture coz i've learnt my mistakes.. but he walked awae.. hahas! darling loves me.. hahahahhaaahahs!!!!!

saw the temporary bout list last nite.. guessed wat!!???!!! FEMALE FEATHER WEIGHT GOT ELIMINATED!!!!!!!!! (every weight cat requires at least 4 players) wahahahhahahs.. i cant stop laughing la.. that means that we wont see joyce performing.. afterall, im not the onli one who fears her.. hahas!

anw, will be meeting t.y.h again.. told myself.. why should she win when she's not even making the effort for trainings.. come and go as and when she likes.. agrees that she has super strong foundation.. so what.. one year had passed, i've good coaches, i've been training frequently, i guessed i've improved a little la.. therefore, I WILL WIN!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahas!! =D

s.c.r.e.w.e.d

feeling quite s.c.r.e.w.e.d and irritated now.. so many things yet so little things to do.. no one offered their help.. and onli p.n understands this feeling.. anw.. told myself.. this will be the last time..

cant wait for the end.sem.test to fly over.. hand in cds.. find a high.pay ppt job... start sip.. yups... all these will come in a blink..

i just cant seems to have enough rest of slp.. though everydae after handing in reports, i'd slp from 2am till 9am.. like.. er.. 7hrs!!! hahahas!!! i need more holidae la.. hahahas..

gotta reach school by 9.30am tml.. yawns.. can have a nice breakfast before ppt though.. hahas..

hopes:
- darling is doing fine and well in his new working place.. meeting new and interesting lao zha bors.. hees..
- tml's ppt will be a success..
- can continue drawing my cds assignments..
- dun get too badly injured during the friendly match Vs. JHK Tkd..

hahahs!!!

Our Lord is the source of my strengths!! To God be the Glory.. =D