holidaysss

xmas is kinda over, new year is coming, followed by chinese new year and valentines.. these "holidays" seems to be in queue.. considering valentines falls on a saturday.. =D

anw, i've still pretty few outstanding pressies to purchase and i really want to get them sent out before cny.. wahahhaas!! my long holiday is over, gotta bring my ass back to batam tml and "rest" for 1.5days before returning to sg for another long break.. wahahhaas! cant wait to be back for the countdown at cs.. lalala...

oh, and i was super occupied with two dramas.. - forensic heroes 2 and little nonya these few days!!! gotta get over with all these drama before im retrenched!! haha!

tata

Post Xmas!!!

Happy Post X'Mas!!!

Updates on my Blue-Black X'mas.. i rushed back with dad around 3pm and was busy preparing the food, decorations, collecting of fondue machine, buying of plates and etc.. all the way till 7.30pm where all my on-time friends turned up! based on the verbal agreements, i was expected a minimum of 25 turn-ups, excluding the carolling team..

Thanks to all the prompt turn up - jean, derrick, dennis, jeremy, lloyd, shuling, zaiton, jonathan, wayne, crystalne.. and thanks to jeremy who got the excellently tasted log cake from breadtalk.. =D anw, apologise for all the erms "boring" parts as the participants werent enough and we werent able to conduct the games as planned.. but i hope the food were up to standard huh! hahahas.. thanks to chef siti.. hehe.. and yes, i'm so glad that all of you walked home with nice lucky draws prizes from Jean's company! hehhee..

i was rather pissed on the high number of absents - 15 of you.. haha! infact you guys know who you are.. and you are the people whom rsvp earlier than the above mentioned friends.. i'm tired of all your excuses.. anw, you people claimed that you wasnt invited, and when i did, none of you turned up.. ok fine.. lesson learnt, i'm not going to make any invitation for you people.. i went throught the extend of getting sponsorships, preparing food, and reducing the ticket price when you people complained that $10/ pax is far too expensive.. anw, enough of complaining.. i was told that i should not have invited you guys, but i went against the advices.. now i just have to suck my own thumb for all the money spent in the wasted food.. thank you for all your rejections, and rest assured i will not attend any of your xmas functions ever..

back to the happy mood.. i was pretty packed these days.. haha! first to ethan's bdae cum xmas party.. den badminton with the group, den steamboat buffet with darling's family, den xmas party at aunt's place earlier.. left my hp connector in batam, will upload the pictures when im back in batam..

yups.. my long holiday is ending in a blink.. shall fully maximize it and get all the nice xmas presents for the above mentioned FRIENDS! haha! =D

i'm smelling christmas! ..

i'm smelling christmas! ..

but... i havent got the time to shop for pressies for family and friends.. was rather caught up with work recently.. but nevertheless, i'm having my block leave soon!! wahhaas.. the time where i can shop like crazy with those crazy "post xmas!" sales.. hehe..

ohoh.. and i've got myself an early xmas pressie - twilight.. haha!~ i know it sounded so "outdated".. coz the book had been around for ages, it's only now that i've picked it up from popular book store.. lol..!~ i shall enjoy it..

ohoh, and and, the xmas gathering in my house on 24th December is still ON!!!! so, make ur RSVP and fyi, it's $5 per entry!! hehe.. see ya all!! (:

i'm soooo into the holiday mood.. having my last agenda on hand, i'm so going to complete it by 4pm today, and prepare myself for the half day tml and BACK TO SINGAPORE..!!! lalallaa

Fish to Fishes!

My new yellow looking fish gave birth to 12 tiny yellow looking baby fishes minutes ago.. wahahahhaha! i feels like a grandmother now.. wahahhahahhaas!!!

new BFF!!

had an extended weekend in singapore since last sat till yesterdae.. went to grandma's place with sissy yesterdae.. and we had a fun time with cheryl baby... this time round, she kinda recognized us and laughed alot.. pretty girl.. hehe..

anw, im back to batam once again.. with a couple of agendas on hand.. hopes to finish all the work by these two weeks and enjoy the last week of december in peace.. xmas is round the corner.. for my dear friends, the xmas party in my house is still on!!! problem being, im pretty occupied and havent got the time to "mark attendances".. nevertheless, the party is on! admission fee wise.. let me work out my budgets and if possible, i would like to provide free entry.. haha!!

back to work.. =D

till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..

this morning u walked into the room and raised your voice barbarian tone, " 老大，你不要一直以为你老爸出了很多钱。那$500的晚餐是有算人头的hor， 我的妹妹都有出钱的hor。你以为你老爸一直出钱啊，即使是这样，那也是因该给我花的。你不要做我丢脸！"

i replied, "如果你不知道你在说设末，就不要说。 不知道发生的事情，你就说是我说的。

anw, she replied with more barbarian words, not typing out coz i'm having a hard time typing those chinese words.. haha! the story for the above "conversation" happened coz she came to ask me if dad paid for all the go-kart games for her sister's family. and i replied yes, despite paying for the dinner last night. apparently, she was the idiot who saes, "huh! last nite he paid $500 over dollars, now still need to pay for the game!".

anw, how irony, she is such an idiot. i cant refer her as bimbo (pretty woman without brains).. she is already 50 years old and she still cant differentiate what to say or do.. she onli has a skill.. the skill to advocate, i was just wondering if she take up marketing courses, she will be the best applicant for advocate.. she onli likes to call up her friends and compliant on how she was bullied by her step-daughters and gain sympathy..

you people always think that i've got no respect for her and im at fault for all the quarrels.. i just cant be bothered to repeat the history of her "doings" since day one, my dad married her.. or repeat how much sufferings she caused my mother's parents (grandparents) and us (sissy and me).. nevertheless, howmuch nonsenses she created in batam, causing embarassment to my father and his close friends and me.. so if you all dont know all these, dun be a smart aleck trying to teach me how to respect her.. or give comments like i'm a usless child or i'm such a lousy child..

no one will understand the life in batam, or the loneliness my dad faces for the past 15 years.. i've onli been there for 8 months but i know his helplessness and lonliness.. or whenever he is drunk, he would mentioned that he is tired and divorce will be the last resort to stop her nonsenses..

no one can imagine how much embarassment this woman contribute to my dad's reputation in batam, till all his friends are irritated and pissed. everyone gives in to her to advoid quarrels, and to give my dad some face.. but as these people gives in, this idiot woman will think that she is right, and she should continue doing that.. i totally agree that she may have these actions or behaviour coz she is uneducated.. but uneducated and do not want to be educated is a different scenario.. in this story, she do not want to be educated, she said that herself..

anw, to this idiot woman, continue doing everything that you pleases, coz your own daughter will be following your footsteps.. she will definitely treats you back like how you treated your own parents.. it's hard for me to remove all the accumulated amount of hate for you..

till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..

Great is Thy Faithfullnessss.......

Great is Thy Faithfullnessss.......

i was having a horrible temper this morning.. and yes, you're right, it's due to work.. but i kept it to myself and sorta expressed it to bird and jeremy on msn.. wahhaas.. thanks for you time, and sorry to have tortured you guys with my shit load horrible stuffs.. but thank God, he brought me through again.. (:

i knocked off earlier today - 7pm.. and watched tv all the way till 10mins ago.. cooked maggieeee meeee for dad any myself.. ate another bread that i bought this morning coz that mee was really little and non-appetizing.. how i wished i'm at the tkd BBQ session, stuffing myself with grilled chicken wings, otar, sotong, satay and etc.... *drools*

nevertheless, time to go home TML!!! yeah! =D

but before that, i got to finish the minutes for tml's meeting and set the agenda.. hoping to catch the 2.30pm ferry back to singapore.. but if my friends have decided to drop by batam tml, den i will be back laterrr..! anw, lets see what happens tml..

and, after the sweat-washing period for that fish tank, all three fishes DIED today!!!! -___- conducted the after death autopsy and results shows that they either died of..
1. cultural shock (the naked-angel-air-dispenser)
2. unable to adjust to the luxuries (new air dispenser and filter!)
3. 包死 (mayb i over fed them..haha)
4. intake of toxic water (mayb i left some soap within the stones and ...)

anw, they are dead and i threw them into the arowana territory! and you-know-what-happened-next! hahhahahhahaas..

new play mate!

had a rough day today due to the meetings with HQ bosses..

i had been thinking, im unable to do everything like what my dad did in the past.. or rather, i can do everything, but definitely prone to higher risks of errors.. i needed someone to assist me.. infact i already have 18 people assisting me.. so am i too demanding? hahas.. probably..

work in batam werent smooth, infact it's pretty or badly shaped.. but nevertheless, we are receiving some aid and guildances from HQ.. and i can see a prospective year 2009.. (:

oh and anw, i bought a new toy for my fish tank.. naked male angle "air" dispenser.. hahaha.. but apparently, one of the three fishes was rather tramatized by this new playmate and died..

new play mate!!!!

"failed-my-exam-paper!"

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

Many would have received my "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions expressions for the past weekend from yours truly.. and i was pretty affected by the failure in my BB paper as i was expecting high flying results from this course.. turn out that.. God answered my prayers and indeed, i received high flying results (in my perspectives la) for three other subjects that were graded with a DI.. the "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions came not long after i saw my NN grade for BB module.. Nevertheless, i gave thanks to God whom brought me through the whole hetic process during examination period where i had to work at the same time during that period..

i sent in the email immediately, titled : Appeal of Assessment Results.. and i went all out to request for a review of my exam script.. after days of waiting, i finally got a reply from my course coordinator and her reply was as followed..

Dear Kar Mun,
Thank you for your appeal application regarding your results in MKTG 1052. Based on your three other modules' performances and MKTG 1052 group assignment, I have reviewed your performance in the course and the final examination and advise that your final grade has been amended to a PA (50%).

Kind Regards,
Dr. Foula Kopanidis
Lecturer
RMIT BusinessSchool of Economics, Finance andMarketing
Level 12
239 Bourke Street
Melbourne Australia 3000
Tel +61 3 99255475
Fax +61 3 99255679
foula.kopanidis@rmit.edu.au

Though, the emails seemed to me like "pity" but i still gave thanks to God! Satisfied coz i dun have to fork out another $1.2k for the retake next year.. Doubts on the review of my exam script coz i'm still pretty sure that i've did well for that paper and that PA do not justify my effort and hardwork.. Still, i'm glad this "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions had passed by and i can concentrate on my work now.. and im not going to talk about this anymore.. Thank God for his ever.lasting love! (:

For as long as I shall live, I will testify your Love..

in memory of Justice Tang..

Thank God for his love is ever.sufficient and ever.lasting!

had a long weekend - 2.5 days and, i guess i pretty much spent it in a rather adequate manner before catching a early morning ferry to batam today.. reached sg at around 3.30pm on sat and went straight to church for the "pastor acknowledgement ceremony", or something along the lines.. Thank God again for providing AGPC with a knowledgeable, exposed (been to couple of countires) and experienced pastor - Rev. Xie.. He is a young pastor filled with drive to accomplish many missions for God.. Infact, a model for us to follow.. since the day he came, the population of the church go-ers (not members yet) had been increasing and everyweek, we have new friends..! Praise our Lord.. (:

and back to the sad news, darling's best buddy -Justice passed away yesterdae noon.. i was there at his house before him and his family set out to the animal hospital where Justice was warded.. His sis was tearing badly while we were waiting for thier mom to dress up, and while darling went to get the car.. i felt the ache too, considering i've been friends with Justice for 4 years!

grandpa made an appointment with the chinese doctor and he required chauffer - me.. so while i was waiting for grandpa, darling called and was crying badly.. he mumbled that Justice din made it.. i was tearing too, despite the fact that i favoured Lucky more..

whenever i enter their house, Justice will start barking loudly at me, followed by Lucky, and both will start sniffing my legs till darling shoo them.. Justice likes to rub his body against the side of the bed or sofa and "attract attention", while darling will playfully slap(massage) it's butt with his feets and Justice enjoys it! haha.. i too misses the times when Justice will guard me while i have my dinner and pants at my legs where i will give him some bone in exchange of peace.. there are also times when im "Shitting" in the toilet and Justice accidently pushes open the door while doing his "business", and stare at me with his big eyes.. there's also once when darling extended his mani/pedicure services to Justice but accidently pulled out the entire nail instead of trimming.. Justice was angry and was bleeding.. darling kept apologizing to it but not very sure if it understands, but i know it was more interested in the "dog" snacks that i gave him to distract his pain.. Not forgetting the times where darling had to clean it's "businesses" in the kitchen.. i misses Justice too.. as i type, tears kept rolling off..

i was feeling very helpless as i really wanted to be beside darling when he's so sad, but again, grandpa needs me and cooincidenly, it's grandpa's bdae and the whole family was out for holiday.. Speaking of that, his children dun even remembers his bdae, but nevertheless, i did and i bought him a cake and brought him out to dinner together with my cousins..

i drove to darling's house after settling grandpa at home, and i wanted darling to come for grandpa's bdae dinner to make-up the numbers of attendees.. but again, i understand that this is not the time.. i've went through the pain of losing precious love ones many times and dun worry about your absent for the dinner.. oh and it was funny receiving your call and you tell me you're outside my house.. haha! fyi, my house bell is working fine and responding loud.. haha! we rented dvd and it was the first time having you seated in my house for a couple of hours.. how's my leather sofa btw?



with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

i was pretty tramatized last nite.. that kind of night fear had not paralayzed me for quite some time.. and last nite, it came to me before i went into a deep sleep.. i was paralyzed or rather, inmobilized again.. cant move, cant talk, cant scream, helpless state.. but i was certain that i was half awake and was rather familiar to these.. i dont know how can i name this incident but im pretty certain tat it's the act of the satan family..

but last nite was a different episode.. it came and left two times.. seems like it's trying? not sure.. but i was very certain and sure that it left when i screamed within myself "i'm the child of God, in the name of Jesus Christ, this place is blessed. im scared but with faith i stand." after awhile i was able to move.. but it came back again pretty shortly with alot of noises mixing all the languages together i guess.. i was terrified, truly terrified, but i screamed the same sentences as before and added " with the blood of Jesus Christ, im protected.. In the name of Jesus Christ the son of God, this place is blessed..".. it left.. i was in shocked, heart thumping really fast.. drops of sweat on my forehead..

im not experienced in this situations, but i've been through it couple of times.. had supernatural encounters with them.. and i had conversation with them.. they wanted to me leave my faith so they will stop "bothering me".. though i've sinned (with so many Ss behind the word Sin) i believe, and trusted.. i thank God that i was able to calm down with the comfort from my dad's snores and eventually went to sleep..

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

just viewed my results online.. i FAILED ONE MODULE.. im dying.. having a heart attack now.. omg omg omg.. argggg.s...

Awesome God

a brand new week after my one week leave.. time to buck up..

my head is spinning.. having a super super bad headache..

slept only 6hours for the past two days..

this headache truly reflects the aging process..

woke up at 5am this morning and took the 7.50am ferry to batam..

God will provide me with sufficient wisdom and abilities coz i seeked... (:

quote of the day - when all things in this earth fades/ forsaken you, only God's love remains..

cute baby cheryl's photo! - stress reliever.. (:

Our God is an Awesome God, He Reigns from Heaven Above.

With Wisdom and Power and Love, Our God is an Awesome God..

- Rick Mullins (1989)

moving on..

erms.. with regards to the previous post, i'm moving on.. if you think that im acting selfishly, den think again on how "un-selfishly" you were in the past.. if you think that im acting brave or egoistic, infact i am.. coz im still feeling very hurt with whatever was conversed previously..

i dun see any need to answer your calls or reply ur smses, unless other wise stated.. so you dun have to call me up either.. you said if i just dun want to make effort, so be it.. but i would say, why make this effort when everything will go back to square one, like all the past experiences.. since you've said all you want to, and me vice versa, and yet we cant bring the message across to each other, what makes u think that in the future we can? and what makes me assured that in the future u will be there when i needed you? come drive me? or pamper me? or spend more time with my family, instead of only me spending time with u and ur family?

i read through the last email (mayb you can read back on what you wrote and how many came true) that you sent me after our last quarrel.. and you said this, But the question is“ Are u able to endure whatever nonsense from me. IF yes den what I can promise u is to be there for u when u needed me most and will of cos take care of u.” but where were u when i needed you the most? and i dun need these kind of assurances when it doesnt come true.. they just seems like the numbers on a bounced cheque..

since you said that you're starting your career and you have to divert all ur time and energy to more serious things for your future.. go ahead with all ur plans.. im not going to cry another tear or think childishly anymore.. coz it's not worth it.. im certainly not the perfect or the wonderful gf.. but that doesnt matter anymore.. and im not going to complaint any of these again.. kinda repetative and childish..

as far as im concerned, you only read your other friend's blog.. if you even bother to read my blog, atleast my entries are not wasted.. let me know what's ur decisions.. if there's no decisions, mayb we should conclude this relationship in proper..

quarrels

we had a quarrel last night.. kinda big one i guessed.. i was really sad.. i cant express how much sadness within me.. anw, after that.. i felt lighter, happier coz i've said all i wanted to say..

quarrels werent the outcome of overnight frictions.. it was accumulated.. accumulated throughout the years.. some says it's good to have quarrels once a while to strengthen the relationship or to spice it up.. is it really good? haha.. yes, im a person who will forgive, but hard to forget..

i asked, "how many times did i request for chauffer serivces? or how many times did you offer your services to me? and when i request, did i request for ridiculous services, is it that difficult to come to clementi and drive me when after your work at jurong, when we were heading to the same destination - cs.?"
you replied, "it's out of the way. not convenient for me.", "go find a dog bf that will be there for you whenever you need him or find those fantasy ones."

you complaint, "y do u keep wearing the same clothes?"
i replied, "den you buy new ones for me?"
you said, " why must i spend my money on u?"

you said, "you are trying to change for the better by seeking my opinions, but i ignore and dun see the efforts you put in".
i replied, " please teach me how to learn to give u opinions when you have rejected me for the past 4 years.. or please tell me how do i know when are you changing or how long will this change last?. coz i cant be bothered with any of ur decisions or be bothered to give you any opinions anymore. you always made decisions and i will be the last to know."
you said, " you just think abt urself, you're narrow minded, why cant u see that im trying to change?"

you said, "you are so arrogant now, so you having another guy out there? if there's any, tell me now, tell me straight."
i replied, "if there is any, i would have left you long ago.. y am i still wasting my time here."

you said, "i understand that you're working and studying, coming back on sat and wants to acc your sis or family. did i bother you? i just want my gf to be at my place and watch dvd or movie tgt."
i replied, " when i said im tired and dun feel like going to your place, you think i done it on purpose. or how many times did u come over to my place? how many times did u speak to my sisters, or dad?"
you said, "you were always there when there's major dinners"
i responsed, " yeah, so next time if ur family have major dinners, den u call me up."

i was so stressed up in batam, working hard for my dad's dream and my future.. no one understands, except for both Heavenly Father and daddy.. reaching home around 6pm after a long week in batam.. all i wanted was a nice dinner/ food.. you called me up for dinner and i was happy.. we went zhi char, and spent $15 on noodle and prawn paste chicken.. was that so expensive that would make you grumble? well, i just wanted a nice dinner after 6.5 days in batam..

when i sae that you're so stingy on me.. you defended urself saying you already paid for me, paid for avenueQ, paid for everything to please me, but im so hard to please.. you said you cant event afford buying things for yourself coz you only left with around 100bucks a month.. i couldnt believe this. so all ur "Stock" purchasing are fake? or you're just boasting?.. anw, all these are your money and your stuffs.. similarly, i cant be bothered anymore..

you called today and sounded like nothing had happened last night, as usual.. since we both have got nothing to say, den dun say anything..

everyone says, it's ur character to be like this or like that.. character is made up of accumulated consistent behaviours and compromises of others or situational influences.. im tired of telling all these or quarrelling over the same issues over and over again.. similarly, you're equally sick of it.. it's time we conclude all these..

some nonsenses video on youtube..

recently, i saw this clip on facebook - someone posted this youtube's video that titled : why doesnt God heals amputees?.. and in that video, it says that those intelligent christian MUST watch this.. and i got pretty irritated with their attempts and impact that will befall anyone..

anw, i finished watching the entire video - not bcoz im and intelligent christian though.. but i was interested in the way they titled the video. my conclusion for the entire video are summarized into one word - NONSENSE. haha!..

this stupid creator had tried too hard influencing viewers with self proclaim rational and inteligences and uses key words such as "critical thinking skills of yours", "you are a smart colleage student", "you are intelligent".. and challenges "christians" to answer the 10 questions that he posted... (e.g why doesnt God heals amputees? why doesnt God save the starving people? why did God commanded the death of people when they work on the wrong time?)..

stupid or uneducated christians or non christians would think that those nonsenses he proclaimed are "QUITE TRUE! or REALISTIC".. in the point of marketing techniques, they are pretty knowledgable i guess, by confusing the reality and their extract knowledge of the bible.. and once u think that those nonseses are "quite true or realistic", you're SOLD. you are just that same ignorant idiots who craves for attention and whom are trying to be or think that you're GOD yoursef.. so, worship yourself, may you save yourself..

may God bless you.. i know im soo judgemental here when im not supposed to be.. but erms.. im not comfortable with all the untrue claims.. y criticise or make up untrue facts on others' religion if you think that yours the best.. if your religion is the best, den be it..



** this blog entry is purely personal views on current issues, if it disturbs you in any way, please refrain from reading it. the author of this entry will not be held any responsibility for any damages in any form.

spinning head..

woke up this morning with a spinning head..

4 hours later - now, head is still spinning.. duno whats going on..

despite that, i still got quite a bit of stuff to do.. rather, i should say, not quite little stuffs to do..

my blood is boiling, but cant expect much from the staffs.. thank God for restraining my temper and "blood level"..

so many stuffs are happening.. but i kept reminding myself, ......
all staffs are working hard for their pay cheque, knocking off on time and etc.. .but im not..

im working harder for my future! (:

4 more days to my one week leave..

The Promise Musical Rally..

feeling quite sian now.. coz gotta go back to batam tml morning.. going to "fight" war again.. i thank God for all the additional wisdom he had provided to this stupid girl, also known as pkm in short.. Thankful for all the grace and love bestowed on me.. =D going to start a fresh new week again, and i pray for wisdom.. (:

also, reminders for the CASH.FLOW.GAME this saturday 22November - 1pm.. win up to $800 of cash money!! contact me for more information!! (:

Next up, i reserved two tickets to one of the biggest hits in Singapore.. The Promise Musical Rally..

The "Promise" musical rally is an Evangelistic musical about the life, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, brought to you by the Presbyterian Church In Singapore. Six shows will be staged from 27 to 29 November 2008 at UCC(University Cultural Centre) Hall, NUS.

but sadly, my bf is unavailable on that day.. so erms.. anyone free on 29 November Saturday - 3pm..

haha.. so yupped.. interested parties, feel free to contact me.. (:

relieved...

i felt so much better and relieved today.. thanks to INDIANS.. wahahas!!

those stupid indians IT (fyi, im 100% racist and towards this race bcoz of thier constant behaviours..) came to office with a task to link up all the computers in the commercial department.. apparently, their stupid KING wasnt free to come over thats y these followers came instead.. they came at 8.30am.. was supposed to hold meeting at 9am.. and the followers assured that everything will be done in 2 hours.. story too long, lazy to elaborate la..

sooooooo, in conclusion, they wasted time and PLAYED THEIR BLOODY INDIAN SONGS! so, screw them man.. =D

anw, another blood boiling incident.. i rushed to the ferry terminal and only to realized they have "purposely" closed the immigration.. wth.. and kept hinting for express serivce charge.. instead of obliging, i went to the cafe and waited for the next ferry.. (1.5hrs later.. ).. haha!

ended up, i reached sin around 5pm.. sian..!!

** this blog entry is purely personal views on current issues, if it disturbs you in any way, please refrain from reading it. the author of this entry will not be held any responsibility for any damages in any form.

Jesus, take my wheel...

yuppp... changed the blog skin.. haha! liked this one.. coz it says.. Jesus, take the wheel.. but i would rather it to read as, "Jesus, take MY wheel.."

after yesterdae's meeting with HQ, everyone were rather tensed up and worried.. dad was so stress that he went golfing and got "partially" drunk.. haha! i was trying my best analyzing every shit projects on hand.. come tml's meeting, i'm prepared to make everyone feels the tense and panic.. haha! im panick.ier (if there's this word)..

i pray for wisdom.. just 1% more.. though God had promised 100% wisdom for everyone.. im greedy, i just require 1% more.. and He gave me.. i was able to analyze those projects.. If i could speak a thousand languages, i wll sae thank you Lord with those..

"your love is sufficient for me; you never leave me nor forsake me.." even when i did that to you in the past..

let tml's management meeting be a fruitful one..

with God's grace, im starting to like the team and am part of them..

ps. thank God for all the awesome results..!! i'm done my best and You've promised the rest.. no matter what are the final results.. i know you have plans for me.. =D

...

just had a meet that lasted nearly 4.5hours with HQ people.. the last session ended with all the ibu(aunty in indo) walking to their tables in tears.. nevertheless, this round ended similarily.

everyone thinks that my dad is a multi million dollar businessman and im the lucky one who can drain off his money slowly.. haha.. wat a joke.. and for those who always saes i've a rich wealthy dad and im rich.. i need to clarify.. i've a wonderfully caring dad.. =D..

also, we are not holding onto any multi million dollar company!!! if we do, you think my poor dad still need to travel to and fro batam and speeds up his process of having more white hairs?.. (anw, im talking about these coz thanks to some idiots who repeatively comment on my rich dad and myself.. i tink thats y we were never "close.r" friends..)

BB is so happening now.. new structuring in progress..


i'm going to work very hard.. really will.. lets get this done and over.. 2009 will be a better year and im hoping for pay raise! hehe..

God Bless my papa..

cute baobei!!

i was really tired.. guessed physically.. haha.. went to bed at 1am last night.. apparently it was the earliest "slping" time for the past weeks? haha!! i set alarm at 9.30am.. but erms.. snoozed till 10.30am when dennis called to "wake me up".. guessed i mumbled afew words and agreed to "wake up"!! and i finally did at 12nn.. WAHAHAS.. and i took an hour nap at 6pm.. zzzzZZz

went over to grandma's place.. bought her birdnesses and joint cream - $100 bucks poorer..! (received my race's prize money yesterdae!).. so splurge! and i played nanny to baobei sharon for 2hrs while ahma get some nap.. and we missed her feeding time unknowingly.. lol..

and the picture below shows baobei so engrossed with the cartoons on tv.. LOL!!

her response to my calling.. cute la..

and that's us.. guess she was wondering whats the

ah ma was holding onto her toy and waving at the back of the cam.. guessed that's y she looked stern!

exams over.. everyone enjoying.. celebrating.. awaiting xmas.. im slogging.. back to batam tml! #$%$^$456$%^$%^%$^4524546$%6$%@^$@%^

enlightenment!

have been attending church so frequently and consistently recently.. haha!! and arron's mom hugged me today and said she misses me.. (i wasnt closed to her at all..!! haha.. coz she always looked stern -she's a teacher!) and i was surprised but she was really nice.. hehe..

oh and we were discussing on the topic on satan during sunday school class.. and i learnt alot of new stuffs today..

satan has numerous names.. being the king of all ghosts and demons, i was enlightened that this satan was actually the snake back in adam and eve's time.. (the snake that tempt eve with the fruit of knowledge, the snake that tempt Jesus in the wild).. he was the KING of all ghosts and demons..

apparently the bibles states that these demons are highly knowledgable, can think, can read, can do anything that everyone can.. and they are constantly in search for sacrificial (human).. fortune tellers are one of those people whom demons will possess.. believe in those fortune telling, and you're part of their family.. but one thing for sure - they all falls down infront of Jesus Christ and addresses him as the King of the Utmost! (:


“耶稣问他说：‘你名叫什么？’回答说：‘我名群’。因为我们多的缘故。”（马可福音5：9）

back to shit load of work.. good luck to everyone for exams and.. to meiqin, sijie, gordon, lianming.. LAST PAPER LIAO!! adddddd oilll... (:

"no one really knows me. seriously."

"U think u really know me? Think again~"

- quoted by Dennis Lim

In God We Trust!

a heartful congrads to the newly elected president of the united states.. Mr. Barack Obama..!

though im not the authentic fan of this rallies nor potential voters.. but since the day one of the rallies, i knew he will win.. lol..

anw, i was feeling bored studying and feeling distracted the entire day.. was studying buyerbehaviour till 4pm den i realised that i've got the wrong information! erms.. 50% of wrong information.. stupid notes lectures numbers and textbook chapters are totally different.. anw.. thank God for highlighting this big mistake in time.. and now im back to spotting questions.. =(

oh and see.. erms.. the 100 dollar note of US... look at the bottom part where it reads - In God We Trust! and i was hoping for Mr. Obama to close his speech with that.. but.. erms.. he didnt..

in USA - In God We Trust..

in Singapore - In LKY We Trust!..

and everyone says, amen! (:

so much yet so little..

so much yet so little..

as the title reads.. it refers to "so much work, yet so little time"....

i dun like to use the word - "stressed up".. coz i believed thats the word to excuse yourself from time neligences.. just like any couple whom claims their relationships failures are due to respectives focuses on job or studies.. relationships failures are always the "sweet" returns of neligences.. and i never believed that a relationship consisted of minimal level of communication or sharing.. might as well find a stranger as companion..

anw, enuff of those cheem stuffs.. i've got loads and loads of stuffs to do within this week.. wth...

1. order book report for oct - halfway done
2. work in progress report for oct - outstanding
3. proposal for cash flow game - outstanding
4. ads for cash flow game - done
5. revision for thurs exam - 10%?
6. sent company shirts to print - done this morning

dun keep asking me to send this or that to ben or siti.. bcoz they are not interested to receive coz they cant make decision. it's a team effort.. we need team agreement.. and i hate it when u chase me for the proposal.. i told you i've got not enuff time to do it and asked you to help me continue, you also pushed it to siti or ben.. i told you siti cant do the proposal and ben is so busy that he never reply emails.. and you consistantly push me for the proposal.. since no one can do it.. den i do la.. you all wait lor.. den if my postcard not up to your expectations, den u do lor.. den you will sae im pushing my responsibilites to others or acting like a child.. say whatever you all like..

i should be jolly well revising for my bloody exams when i know nuts about this bloody module! wth..

im so going to f anyone who pushes me for any of those shits tml..

cash flow game in cheng san cc..

apparently i died in yesterdae's OB paper.. it was an "awesome" feeling.. haha! anw.. im trying to settle down and get started with the next paper's revision.. BuyerBehaviour.. un.surprisingly, i know nuts about this subject.. going to died.ed again..

oh and i was having a little fun doing the ads for yec CASH.FLOW.GAME.. let see.. erms.. it will be in a postcard format.. and this is the draft version.. registration fees are not fixed yet! but the winning prizes of $600 is fixed.. so erms.. make yourself free on that date and win some extra allowances..!! (:

oh well.. now it's back to revision and completion of two reports.. damn...

The Green Race 2008

after a long proceedure of engaging my friends to participate in the "Amazing Race" - The Green Race, organized by NEA and Macpherson CC.. we finally attended the event.. surprisingly, it was a BIG scale event in collaboration with the opening of marina barrage..

it started off with damn heavy rain at 6am.. (we arranged to meet at 7am for breakfast and set off to newton for registration at 8.30am).. in addition to the heavy rain, the air conditioning in the room was encouraging "more sleeping" hours.. hahas! after sending a few smses, all 5 of us dragging our butts out of the bed and headed amk despite the pouring rain..

upon reaching, there were 30teams participating.. wth.. meaning our probability of getting the top prize - 2k cash was 0.03%.. nevertheless, we aimed for the consolation prize - $100.. hahas! it was a hell load of torture.. infact, we were running around in search for objects and completions of games.. we went places like ps, j8, ecp, pa headquarters and etc..

anw, in short - SWEET RETURNS for my aching butts, legs, shoulders... WE ARE THE CHAMPION TEAM!! our lame team name - The Ignite Butt Kickers! HAHAHHAS...

photos are with sarah.. once i get hold of them, shall post it here.. hehes.. let me introduce my team...

the insanely sane team leader - me
the crazy kakis of tkd: (from left - alex,derrick,wei.liang, sarah). i wasnt in the photo coz we were supposed to video a clip with the word - conservation.. and i accidently clicked photo instead of video.. lets view the clip below..

at ecp, while waiting for our cycling hero-weiliang to cycle back from changi jetty!

conversation while seating around the end point..

me: next time if i call u guys up to participate in these kind of race, f me la..

the rest: we surely will, if not we will hanged ur call even before u speak.. we will use all vulgarities on you..

conversation after winning the champion title...

me: next year come again? must maintain championship title!

the rest: YES YES YES!! NEXT YEAR COME BACK AGAIN!!!

hahahas! anw, back to ob revision.. havent started on the exam case study yet. im dead..

in FAITH..

i was erms.. over the moon, laughing, excited, anxious to play the first song from this cd... long waited present.. hehe.. apparently this bdae present was "delayed" due to the insufficiency of wrapping papers.. haha! i couldnt find this cd anywhere in those neighbouring or shopping centres cds distributors..

once again, i get to listen to a couple of my favourite songs in this cd.. above all... i can only imagine, 5loafs and 2fishes, shout to the lord, there is none like you...

thank you vbff!! and thank you in all different languages.. Terima kasih, Efcharisto, Merci beaucoup, Grazie, Arigato, Matur nuwun, Gratias, Tang kun, Merçì, Masalu, Gestena, Jag tackar, Nandri, Khawp khun khrap, Tesekkür ederim, Spasibi, Cám ơn ông, Ngiyabonga.....

ohoh, and i finally met up with bird this morning.. glad to see that she is recovering fast and "itching" constantly.. haha! went ikea for lunch and contributed some dollars to the turnover of ikea.. thereafter we went amk hub for bird to open a uob bank account.. we were introduced to a new gold debit card, kinda cool, so erms.. we signed up.. awhaha!! i tink i over.spent today.. but who cares, it's the company that matters! =D

and.. a random happy face of mine taken two days back! wahahas! looking at the mess, i was back to mugging and mugging and mugging.. ( i mean i was TRYING to mug.. )):

p.s tp cute bird: till then shall we meet and update! hahaas.. in the mean time, take good care of yourself.! (:

High School Musical 3

as the following picture reveals.. i watched high sch musical 3 last nite with bf.. he was super reluctant to watch it.. but finally agrees after securing full sponsorship by PKM Pte Ltd.. =D this is way better than the previous two parts of HSM.. watch it watch it watch it!!!!

Source: http://www.efronfreak.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/06/high_school_musical_3_poster_no_hotlinking.jpg

oh and.. i loveeee this song.. "can i have this dance"... being a blogger idiot, i pretty much lacked the ability of uploading youtubes songs here.. lol.. laugh all you want.. but view the song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lW-1Ytwn4a4

enjoy! (:

worthy is the lamb

i give thanks to Heavenly Father for saving my unworthy ass again and again.. i went into the exam hall with a panic and unsettled heart - probably i was kinda "usually" late.. settled down on my seat with the the help of "nannies" after a couple of mins - bloody hall was so huge and populated..

anw, i completed my 2hr paper in 45minutes or so.. pretty impressed though.. given the fact that i do not know how to do a 12mark question! i spent the next 15mins trying to figure out some "smoke" techniques for the "duno how to do" question but still DUNO HOW TO DO la... haha!! nevertheless, i contributed 12 marks worth of pen ink by scribbling some "carmen's logic".. hopeful for some simpathy marks i guessed.. (:

anw, first paper over.. and i thank god for the amount of "fully concentrated" 4hours of revision the day before, as promised.. let me work hard again!! (:


happy deep.pAr.valley eve to all!

i made a prayer

wanted to visit bird yesterdae.. but was AGAIN caught up last minute..

stupid HQ company called in the morning to "inform" a required urgent manpower updates.. wth.. and by hook or crook, i need to email them the updates by 5.30pm.. and yes, i was like a red ant on the bloody hot pot.. knowing that the batam staff arent that efficient "kan cheong" wasnt part of their vocabs either, i emailed, called, msn to remind and request for the updates.. the final update was onli sent to my email account after 5 overseas calls + 6 emails...

and thank to all, the whole day was wasted again.. sometimes i wished im either a "normal" full time student or employee.. it's kinda hard to be summond here and there to do stuffs when i'm preparing for exams.. but again, only the "abnormal" part provides me with monthly allowances and sch fees.. =(

i made a prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for saving my ass over and over again for the past 13years of education and occasional high flying results.. im so bloody laazy and im not worthy of these results and tender care of yours. But im really really grateful and thankful for these results had brought me so far.. Father, i promised to maximize my revision today, and if i fail to do so, please slap and fail me..

in Jesus's name i pray, amen..

as i typed this prayer.. grandpa needs me to drive him to the clinic.. another few hours gone? but i love my ah gong, and please dun punish me for this few hours! i will and surley will study when im back!!! =x

time wasted..

everyone is concentrating, focusing, mugging and using all the available vocabs that refers to - STUDYING..

and here i am... SLACKING..

not sure what had been keeping me "busy".. came back from a 4days batam work "trip".. wanted to start revision on mon but somehow got alittle distracted and went for tkd at nite.. planned to mug on tue morning but bf injured his neck.. so erms.. i was the driver/maid/nurse for the day.. and i tried revising a little at nite and this morning, i was only awake at 1130am? hahahs! and erms.. went to the bank and fetched sis from tution and dinner and... now it's 9.30pm.. lets get started..

was supposed to meet up a client but he cancelled it last min! wth..!!! #$^&%#^*^$&(

to EAT-LIZARD-BIRD.. RECOVER WELL OK.. see ya tml!! =D

coughss..

it had been the sixth and counting nights were i was constantly disturbed by my own "coughs".. Nevertheless, i started coughing around two weeks back.. seen the doctor, had two dosage of cough syrups.. yet.. ): going to see another doctor later..

Source: bp3.blogger.com/.../s320/whooping-cough.jpg

ohoh and good news here is.. gordon called last nite and said.. " what's HD ah?" den i replied saying, "it's high distinctions?".. and i was told we've got HD for the OB Group Project! hehe.. (:

misses..

when a man is drunk...


when the drunken man says.....


" i miss your mama"...




no matter how true the words from a drunken man are, my heart ached... teared.. coz..


"i misses her too.."

yawnss..

some other photos that were taken with bird's cam.. and erms.. i combined into one.. =D
meanwhile, i'm still sick i guess.. coughing real badly only at night.. lol! and the whole of last nite i wasnt able to slp till 5+ am.. guess i was fidgiting and tossing around in bed, when i finally fell asleep, my bf's alarm rang.. =( will be heading batam in a couple of hours.. will be back on sat!

oh, and upcoming events from PAYM YCK YEC - some civil defence tele-match on sat, 18oct.. Come down and erms win some torchlights and bandages? hehe..

yawns..

W.D.O

bird and i went for the womens.day.out event on sat noon.. i went straight to ngee.ann after class and she went there after dating? hehees.. here are the 4 pics that i took using my hp after the whole event.. anw.. 3hrs of aerobics session is fun and tiring.. hahas! neverthelesssss, lets go again next year!! =D enjoy the workout with bird despite my watery nose, sicky but fat body.. hahas!!!

joel took more artistic photos with bird's camera.. i shall wait for the uploads.. =D

p.s due to the limited "dance" area, we kinda enjoyed kicking and hitting aunties though.. wahahas.. -> i mean "I"kinda enjoy.. hehe..

i thought.....

down : day 2.5...

i'm slowly recovering i guess.. ran a high fever last nite... but everyone was asleep.. so i tot, y not walk to 7eleven and get those "fever sticker tapes" then stick on my head and go to slp? hahaa.. and as i was about to leave house and get those, sis insisted on accompanying.. at 12mn.. she held onto a "or.ba.sang" umbrella and we walked to 7eleven.. (apparently, it wasnt raining, it was a defensive tool of hers).. hahas! and when sis said, "you're my only sister, i must go with you".., i allowed her to acc me even when she was half asleep? thanks sis.. =)

anw, fever's gone.. sore throat gone.. leaving with dry cough and slight headaches.. also, my left knee bruise still hurts while showering and medicating.. hahaha.. last revision module tml morning and joining ah bird for w.d.o.. hopefully by tml noon, i will be 100% fit and healthy! =D

i though you're going to ask if i want to eat anything since i told you i've only eaten an egg... i thought you're going to send me fever stickers since i told you i had a fever.. i thought you cancelled the training at night to accompany me or to check on me.. i thought you will be worried about me since i told you i wasnt feeling well.. coz i thought i was quite important to you..

but i was all wrong.. by having the " i tot he will " concept, it was so convenient..

again, i though you will be coming over to my place and check on me after your tkd training.. but, anw, have fun with what ever you're doing.. I'm recovering well without all the "i thought" concepts.. i duno where to start or how to tell you all these.. coz they are not any "big deals" problems and your not obliged to do them either.. it's just my thoughts..

a shout out to all my darling friends and besties and blahs blahs.. thanks for all ur concerns! i will try not to be clumsy next time.. wahahhas!! =D

im soooo sick..

im down.. down with pretty bad throat infections... dry cough... fever...

in additions, i had two bruised kneess..

pathatic.

my maid ask me, " howcome ur bf never come visit u liao meh?, last time still bring those fever sticker for u.."

i answer: he busy la..

my maid sae, " he got call u to check not?"

me: noped. he sent one sms.

my maid, " huh! can go find the guy that brought u liang teh and strapsill and food? that one better!"

me: .....

time for bed, im sooo HOT.. hahhahas!!

double suayness..

kinda suay todae..

was around 30mins late for lecture.. cant find lecture theater.. lol.. so sijie and i walked around watching the "campus tv" for our make up lecture location.. and finally we found it.. lol..

i went into the theater first and i missed a step and "PUMP" I FELL!!!! HAHAAS.. anw, i fell in a kneeling down position without any screams or what.. so erms. other than the last row course mates who witness the "significant kneeling down ceremony", the rest were busily coping hints for upcoming exam.. wahahahas!!!

anw, i bruised both my knees with say, "2nd degree abrasion?" hahahas! and some small portion of skin peeling off at the toe area that leads to minor bleeding. hais.. cant remember went was the last "clumsy" day..

oh and i went home.. erms.. cleaned up the wounds with the "satline" water? and iodine.. and that #$%^&%$*^% @$^%#*^&$(&* HURTS la!!!! second suayness came when i suddenly had a few coughing symtons den sore throat came.. den erms.. lost 50% of voice? so abrupt la..

cant i have a little more time?

just received the grades of my first OB assignment grades - PASS.. wth.. ahhahahhas.. but anw, i deserved it la.. last minute work.. wahahahhahs! =D

i ATTEMPTED to study earlier on, but was distracted by the last 2 episodes of "I SURVIVED A JAPANESE GAME SHOW!" on you tube. so erms.. i finished watching those...

and as i ATTEMPTED to study again, i felt slpy, went for a quick shower..

and as i ATTEMPTED to start studying, i realised i havent complete my over.dued reports..!!

so, im screwed, totally..

agenda:
1. Order Book Report
2. Work Progress Report
3. Accrusal Report
4. BB Charity Golf Attendance Confirmation
5. BB t-shirt embrodry
6. BB minutes and agenda for Oct..


den...

REVISION FOR EXAM!!!!!


at the mean time.... my art piece.. favourite cousin - lukey! =D

loves..

photo.scape!!!

apparently, im having alot of fun with PHOTO.SCAPE!!!!!! =D (p.s no longer a loyal brand supporter of PAINT!).. hehe..

fantastically cute naughty kids and gorgeously pretty teacher! wahahaa...xmas 2007..

haha.. this time i hope it's clearer and better!!! w.d.o..
lallalalalaa..

projects are over!! yippie yaya!!!

but exams are round the corner.. =(

......................

im not sure why time is still running out when im pretty free this week.. hahaa!!! i still owe BKM one order book report.. damn.. late by 2 days already.. die die must complete it tml!!!


im upset.. quite upset though..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's tue.. but you dun feel like it..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's wed.. but you cant make it due to meeting and says to watch on fri.. ..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's thurs.. but you gotta work night shift..

when friday comes, i guess u totally forgotten about it and i was waiting for u to raise the topic.. but i guess we were too tired after training..

i asked if you want to watch movie on tue.. but there's YEC meeting and you said to watch after that.. the meeting ended at 9.30 and somehow somewhere delayed and rained.. couldnt make it for the last screening at 10.20..

i asked if you want to watch movie on wed.. but you said it was expensive to watch and wasnt feeling well (which i totally agree that you go home and rest..)

i wanted to ask if you want to watch movie on today.. but you were working night shift and you dun feel like watching..

i ask if you want to watch movie tml.. you're attending another meeting and meeting your friends after that..

anw, many times are due to your job and meetings that are unavoidable.. and mayb i demanded things at the wrong time wrong day.. and im not understanding enough.. or mayb it's no longer the same as before.. oh, and many scenarios that i imagined will happen after i post this entry out..

scenario 1: after you read this, you'll ask me to go movie on saturday maybe? and out of spite, i wont want to go anymore.. then you'll say im throwing temper and giving you attitude.. and you will ask me, "what is it this time!"..

scenario 2: out of spite, i go ahead and watch those movies with my friends without informing you.. and you will get angry and ask me why cant i wait awhile longer when have more free time?

scenario 3: nothing will happen.. coz you and i cant be bothered to do anything anymore..

if you're going to quarrel to me regarding this matter, den better dun raise it coz i duno what is it this time.. or mayb u you've stopped reading my blog.. haha..


adios!

i hoped i did the right thing..

i made this little boy kick with tears in his eyes during monday tkd class.. this cute little boy not even 6years old.. hahas! story goes, these three kids kick with hands flying in the air like "butterfly" which is in.correct.. and we made a deal.. who ever hands flies in the air, i will smack their butt with the kicking aid.. and so it continues, and i smacked "happily" hahaha..

this little boy- ziheng kicked exceptionally well, despite his "in.correct butterflyhands", and was caught by hazel and without a second word, i smacked his butt.. he felt misunderstood and teared.. and he kicked really hard with tears in his eyes.. so heart warming la.. but instead of sayang.ing him, i raised my voice at him for behaving like a girl.. (mayb due to spite, he performed even better than the first half of the session..).. hahaas.. i was glad/happy/ laughing.. but on a side note, i was quite worried that due to the smacking or raising of my voice will turn out as a side effect and he might stop learning? i duno ..

i hoped i did the right thing..

end of the day, he offered me sweets.! hahhas..! i guess my popularity ratings among them still quite HIGH ah. wahahahhas... !!!!!

original?

hahas.. i happened to chance upon the New York magazine cover with "gossip girl" main casts.. and found similarity.. but wonder if it's similarity or un.originality.. =Dsource: 8days magazine cover, http://natho.net/nblog/page/2/
source:http://images.eonline.com/eol_images/Entire_Site/20080421/293.gossip.girl.nymag2.042108.jpg

Happy, Joyful, Pleased, Cheerful ... DAY.. =D

My first part of the post will be kinda sarcastic.. Happened to chance upon this latest news in STF's website (http://www.stf.sg/).. and it reports on a topic where i had always been so interested in.. hahahas! (click to enlarge).. anw, friends in tkd had always knew that there were a couple of "senior" red/brown belts fighters whom won consequetives gold medals during tournaments.. either they are unable to pass the black belt gradings, cant afford to pay the grading fees, or unable to make it for grading, or they felt tat medals are easier to attain as long as they remained in the red belt level for recognitions sake -"10years brown belt"..

Let me state my stand, there's no doubts in these "10years brown belt" players' fighting skills or experiences. In fact, they are superior in both skills and experiences and im of no match to them.. On the other hand, these "10years brown belt" players usually faces opponents who are pretty much "junior" interms of skills or experiences. Defeating them are just peanuts, but "zero fairness" to the newer players.

To those "10years brown belt": you all no longer have the "chance" to take advantage of those juniors.. hahahas! With this set of new regulations, IM SO PLEASED. hahas.. i guessed, with effect, all those self.claimed senior brown belters will not be allowed in competitions unless they - UP.Grade.. =D

Next up, Joyful event!!!

call me a noob to photoshop, but im a loyal supporter to PAINT.. awhahhahahas..

Last but not least.. i kenna warning my SIM's carpark attendant.. while walking towards the car, my friends said, " i think u kenna a big piece of summon?".. i sae no la.. how can it be.. den erms..

firstly, there wasnt a single empty lot available.. all double yellow lines were taken up by other cars, all walls were filled with other other cars.. and i waiting hell 15mins before someone drove off and vacant this corner for my car.. but apparently, i landed in an unauthoritized area.. hahahhahaa!
who cares la.. hahahas.. ta ta..

God-sent!

hmm.. i was whining and complaining to VBFF (paiseh, but i guessed ur "used" to listening to my shit..) last nite on how sick i was, being dignosed with a last stage terminal illness - widely known as the "sunday church 4bia"..! VBFF said i was tired.. haha.. i guessed so too.. i guess i had accumulated the sunday sch hw and complete it last nite, last minute.. and at the same time, i had to complete my project assignments..

i guessed was feeling damn miserable with so many stuffs on hand to complete.. yet, time wasnt on my side.. and as i shut down my laptop at 3.30am.. i was tossing and turning, probably due to the "fear" i was going to face in church todae.. (supposed to complete sundae sch hw, be punctual for sunday sch class, and turn up for a one to one councelling session..) and when counting of stupid sheeps failed, i turned to counting of toes and fingers.. and finally at 4.30am onwards, i was off to la la land..

but, i'm glad that i forced myself to wake up despite having onli 4hours of slp..

turned out, my favourite deacon/teacher/uncle/friend/pal and i had a little conversation.. havent been speaking to him for quite some time (ever since i disappeared from church).. and he said i looked "old" as compared to probably half a year ago.. hahahas! anw, thank you san han.. your the best friend anyone could have wanted.. you're truly God-sent..

come what may...

pretty pack.ed these few days.. projects datelines were speeding in one after another.. and thank God, we managed to clear the first DC report yesterdae after a few hiccups.. hahaa! and next coming up would be OB.. whohooooo.. and MR on thursday.. yawnss...

oh and sadly, i received an email for BKM's accountant saying that my report wasnt what she wanted. wth.. i've sent her the exact same format with monthly updates since march and now she saes there's a big mistake.. and that damn format was given to me by HER HER HER.. now i gotta redo the report with damn lot of hassel.. and worst still, in the mist of my projects submissions.. on the side note, i decided to ignore her email till i submit my OB report. hehe.. sack me if u want..

oh, and this incident reminds me of wanghee's incident (fyi, i onli heard one.sided story) last mon.. she was reprimanded by derrick for not recording some logistic issues which was supposed to be "common senses" stuffs?.. anw that existing logistic record book's format was issued by derrick.. being a introvert, she doesnt knows how to "reply" and chose to cry.. very similar to my current situation though.. but thank God again that i can react to these stuffs better? i hope wanghee learns to "defend" herself..

oh and on the lighter note, i found this advertisement near my house yesterdae.. and obviously, it's marketing Magnolia's new packaging on their dairy product. Very interestingly done and the message brought across to their target audiences were clear and direct.. (applaus!)

what a day..

wat an exciting day today - 16Sept08!

slept at 3am the night before, trying to finish as much work as possible.. woke up at around 6am and reached harbour front around 7.10am to pass daddy's friend our company's cheque.. and reached home around 8.15am and felt "lost".. guessed i woke up too earli..

oh and i managed to finish my tutorial and reached school around 1.50pm. Due to a road show promotion, i decided to queued up at the singtel booth to get my sis a new set of hp for her bdae while sijie helped me print my tut assignment.. after 5mins, sijie called and saes the folders were no where to be seen.. and i went to check it out.. indeed, i guessed the thumbdrive was corrupted or what not la..

after calling bf and a couple of friends, all their suggested methods still dun work.. den at 3pm, i decided to RE-DO my bloody assignment and hand up for God's sake. WTH.. anw.. a big thanks you you you to all firends and bf for helping.. =D luckily, my laptop is able to read that stupid thumbdrive now.. if not i will be soo screwed.. thank God..

cousin's D.Day..

joyous occasion!! attended my eldest cousin's wedding this evening.. was annoited the mc of the day with my second eldest cousin.. and it was pretty rush for me "actually" doll up.. and i realised my hair colour was fading badly and wasnt really presentable la.. so erms.. after church this noon, i managed to d.i.y colour my hair, iron the dress, and doll up within 2hours.. impressive.. wahahas! and off we went to the wedding at 4.30pm..

rehearsed a little with joshua and yupped, we smoked through the whole ceremony with me as the chinese translator.. hehe.. oh, and i finally gotta meet this cute little doll - sharon.. she's my aunt's newly adopted baby and i soooo.. love her.. cutie.. =D
below are my closest cousins!!! (from left: my sis, me, claudia, tingxin)
and finally, with the bride and groom.. (from left: my sis, eldest cousin-keith, wife-liping and me!)
last but not least.. little luke phang.. haven't seen him for quite some time, but he's still as notorious as before.. and he's going for this tkd junior black belt grading this oct.. whooooo..
ohoh, and my dearest ah ma!!! she was grinning from left cheek to the right. (first grandchildren's wedding leh..).. hahahhahas.!!!
all rights, and thats all i've got in my hp.. may the couple grow old together blissfully.. =D