in memory of Justice Tang..

Thank God for his love is ever.sufficient and ever.lasting!

had a long weekend - 2.5 days and, i guess i pretty much spent it in a rather adequate manner before catching a early morning ferry to batam today.. reached sg at around 3.30pm on sat and went straight to church for the "pastor acknowledgement ceremony", or something along the lines.. Thank God again for providing AGPC with a knowledgeable, exposed (been to couple of countires) and experienced pastor - Rev. Xie.. He is a young pastor filled with drive to accomplish many missions for God.. Infact, a model for us to follow.. since the day he came, the population of the church go-ers (not members yet) had been increasing and everyweek, we have new friends..! Praise our Lord.. (:

and back to the sad news, darling's best buddy -Justice passed away yesterdae noon.. i was there at his house before him and his family set out to the animal hospital where Justice was warded.. His sis was tearing badly while we were waiting for thier mom to dress up, and while darling went to get the car.. i felt the ache too, considering i've been friends with Justice for 4 years!

grandpa made an appointment with the chinese doctor and he required chauffer - me.. so while i was waiting for grandpa, darling called and was crying badly.. he mumbled that Justice din made it.. i was tearing too, despite the fact that i favoured Lucky more..

whenever i enter their house, Justice will start barking loudly at me, followed by Lucky, and both will start sniffing my legs till darling shoo them.. Justice likes to rub his body against the side of the bed or sofa and "attract attention", while darling will playfully slap(massage) it's butt with his feets and Justice enjoys it! haha.. i too misses the times when Justice will guard me while i have my dinner and pants at my legs where i will give him some bone in exchange of peace.. there are also times when im "Shitting" in the toilet and Justice accidently pushes open the door while doing his "business", and stare at me with his big eyes.. there's also once when darling extended his mani/pedicure services to Justice but accidently pulled out the entire nail instead of trimming.. Justice was angry and was bleeding.. darling kept apologizing to it but not very sure if it understands, but i know it was more interested in the "dog" snacks that i gave him to distract his pain.. Not forgetting the times where darling had to clean it's "businesses" in the kitchen.. i misses Justice too.. as i type, tears kept rolling off..

i was feeling very helpless as i really wanted to be beside darling when he's so sad, but again, grandpa needs me and cooincidenly, it's grandpa's bdae and the whole family was out for holiday.. Speaking of that, his children dun even remembers his bdae, but nevertheless, i did and i bought him a cake and brought him out to dinner together with my cousins..

i drove to darling's house after settling grandpa at home, and i wanted darling to come for grandpa's bdae dinner to make-up the numbers of attendees.. but again, i understand that this is not the time.. i've went through the pain of losing precious love ones many times and dun worry about your absent for the dinner.. oh and it was funny receiving your call and you tell me you're outside my house.. haha! fyi, my house bell is working fine and responding loud.. haha! we rented dvd and it was the first time having you seated in my house for a couple of hours.. how's my leather sofa btw?



with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..