last dae last dae...

yupss. tml will mark the last dae of my presence in Abacus Investment Holdings.. lols!! CLAPS~!!!~~ i'm super glad about that though.. but.. im now rushing my remaining reflections like hell.. just made some jellies as a GOODBYE token of appreciation to the company..

i would like to thank them:
1. Allowing me to scold more vulgarites than usual, during these months of sip.
2. Allowing me to have the intention of murdering my team leader.
3. Allowing me to feel so threatened by the leader and that operation manager everydae.
4. Allowing me to build up my courage upon my frequent visits to the haunted toilet.
5. Allowing me to have a higher rate of brain juice with all sorts of ill intentions.

6. Allowing me to have nice friends!!! like dean who always copy the heros and supernatural into my harddisk.(but my friends borrowed it.. no chance to watch yet. hahas!) like cathy who miraclously heals my computers with his touch. like anita who laughs super heartedly everyday.. like khalai who loves toilet visiting with us.. and etc la.. too many to mention..

anw.. hahas.. i will miss those funny people.. really. but now.. let me get back to my reflections writing... last dae TML~~~

tata

dumb ass in action..

ALL RIGHTS!!!! heres that dumb ass photo!!! caught red handed.. kind of a routine for him already. and that's dumb ass.. hahahahs !!! this first pic was taken under karen's right armpit..



below, that's ben (known as bb by joeseph).. hahas.. butterfly in the making.. lol..

below, that's wat joseph does when he is stressed up..
below, that's karen (proudly known as current) who loves nothing but kenneth.. hahahahhas!!! and btw, the main focus of this pic is not current.. yups.. you got it! bingo!

tada.. thats me!! hahahas.. i'm good at self entertaining in the office.. hees..

i'm so excited about leaving this damn company. yucks. boss lousy.. om so fake.. leader so tired.. hahahahas!!! but we are the suvivors.. without ben, joe, current in my team.. i would have my pic published in the orbituary.. (duno how to spell..) hahahhaas!! i simply love them..

damn ass.

yups yups.. counting down.. 3 more days to go before we bid that dumb ass *dun want goodbye (translate into chi).. yes. still pretty greatly pissed by him, guess it's a daily thing already. hahahas! having some connector problem with my phone's cable, really wanted to post that dumb ass ic of my here.. hahahs!

got really tired recently, tired of many things.. like my routine in life.. like tkd.. mayb i havent been training ever since my sip started. reason: i'm located at tpy and my work ends at 7pm.. with some calculation of time, guess you all know the reason. hahas! and every mon have to go down to amk for class mainly bcosh derrick sir needs helpers.. partially bcosh the kids are cute.. alex asked if i'm committed to this club, i duno wat to reply.. hahas.. mayb yes? mayb no.. does my presence on everymon considered committed? rather, it's more like i have to be there? i duno.. one thing i'm sure of, the kids likes me.. whahahas.! *i dont want any suggestions ya. just want to air my tots. .peace.

mayb by studying aboard will stop all these nonsenses in life.. hahas.. get out of all these for a couple of years and come back to a brand new SINGAPORE? ahahhaha! should do some plannings already, since i'm going to graduate from tp real soon. aus sounds good, uk sounds far.. working sounds interesting.. hahas! suggestions?

Hoyu, colour your heart.

went to do my hair at hoyu HQ last thurs with jean.. It was more like trying out their new products that have not been seen in the market.. yups..s so we were there on the dot.. btw. took an mc just to turn up for the appointment. whahahas..! felt so glad when i skip work.. hees.

all rights, back to the hoyu.. we started out doing a short survey and my hair was analysed by two handsome jap guys! hahaha.. gorgeous ok! hahahas.. took them around 20mins to finish analyzing my hair and i proceeded to another part of the room to do my colouring of my hair.. hhaaas! after the whole process where quite a number of jap people crowd around.. everything was done around 1.5 hours. by then, i wasnt allowed to know my hair colour yet.. excited la.. atlast when i got to see my own hair colour.. i wasnt quite glad about it.. eh.. light gold top and redish gold at the bottom of hair. hahhas! i was expecting some blond or brown.. aahas.. anws.. left my hp connector in the office, will upload the pics later..

but.. new look la.. hahah!

oh ya.. my stupid sip is left with only 5more days!!

my complains. pls skip this.

yups. this entry is all about my bloody sip ic. all about my complains.. i suggest, dont read la..

my bloody irritating horny bastard ic name is kenneth. yups. who cares if he mgnt to find out im talking abt him. he is super stucked up. fake. take for example. he told us not to pick up the incoming calls as the probability of closing a customer through that is close to zero. but ended up, he onli picks up calls everyday now. the calls that we called out without any responds, he will pick them up when they return call and closed it. damn.

he sleeps whole day.dozing off as and when he likes it. f**k. yes. i cant denied that he used to be the top agent of amex closing a ave of 5sales a day. but now, his ave is 2 a day. despites us closing on ave 3-4sales a day, he saes that's lousy. that sucked. whatever. wost of all, he kept threatening us with our grades by saying, " yr aim/target here is not to finish this whole process, rather is to PASS this process. everyone/anyone can complete this, but to pass it is our target. "ARGGGG.. BASTARD. WE HATES HIM. worst of all he kept looking at karen and i with his horny eyes. yups. tell u abit of his history. ..

he had a singaporean wife with two boys. DIVORCED. he is having a filipino(duno how to spell) wife with a son. this filipino wife already had two boys beforehand. next, he had another filipino woman claiming that she has a daughter with him. wahahhahas..! interesting rite. ben alwaes says he cant shoot straigh. now understand already. **

anywae, to sum up. i hate him coz:
1.lousy attitude.
2.brags about his navy and airforce superiority (which we all agrees are fake)
3.snatching our sales and kept quiet about it.
4.saying things but doing another things. (convert to chi.)
5. threatens us with our grades.
6.horny bastard
7. dozing off everydae (we cant do the same things)
8. not making sales calls and accuse us for not making the calls.
9. his face
10.his voice (damn irritated by it)
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many more. worst of all. we cant do anything about it. we can onli wait till the end of sip. ARGGGGG!!!!!!!

10 more dayS~~~!!!!!

wonderful doctor..

hahas.. i'm on mc for two wonderful days.. first thing first, i do not have to see that idiot leader's face. do not have to hear his idiotic voice, no irritations means no stress. no stress means happy! wahahhahas..

anw, i've spent the first day sleeping at home and shopping at bugis with darling.. now the second day, i've also spend half a day sleeping at home.. thinking of activities now.. hahahas!! probably going to marina square to look for darling or going to raffles place to look for cheryl.. hees..

to add on to my happy mode, i've finished watching prison break's season 3 latest episode.. think it's the 7 or 8. forgot.. also finished watching heroes season 2 latest episode.. tinking the 7 or 8 also? ahahs.. anw.. it's darling who downloads them.. i just watch!

recently, nothing interesting to blog about. rather, more and more unhappy events taking place..

i got so irritated by my sip team leader and feels super irritated and stressed up every working day.. alot alot of irritations.. thankfully, i've got karen beside me.. wahhahahas.. she also feels super irritated just like me. but wat to do, we still need to hit targets, close sales, blah blah blah..

at home, i'm facing a mad woman daily. tot of going batam with sis alone to look for dad and have fun ourselves, ended up that woman and youngest sis tagged along..

i need to breath..

i may look stupid, cheerful, crazy,... but im suffocating.. tired..

going out for supper now.. !! HAPPY!!! MY FRIEND IS DRIVING.. WAHAHAHHAHAS..

tata..

*envy

hmm.. what to talk about.. my current mood is *envy.. envy of many things unexplainable. call me greedy but i still longed for more things.

i've started reading of a biography of this lady called Lee Khoon Siow. the author of An Uncommon Beauty. she suffered alot during her childhood days and being abandoned by her parents and being badly disfigured yet she lived on with courage and etc.. compared to her, my sis and i are already considered super fortunate. very very fortunate.. but i always know that there's this emotional inbalance within both of us. onli we will understand ourself. Probably one day, i could write a book on our story.. (must buy ok!)

anw. my internship is coming to an end very soon. just one more mth. our leader is getting more and more stucked up. just hope that this month will pass as quickly as the last one. one angry incident.

God gives us the stength please. We are having war everydae.