damn bad headache..

i had a pretty severe headache recently.. it was so bad that i had to keep my eyes closed most of the time.. sian.. this started on monday night.. i tot it was just normal kind of "not enuff slp" headache but it turned out to be worst than that..

tue morning, the headache worsen and further more, the music from my flat's lift renovation adds on to my turmoil.. it was crazy.. at last, i've decided to see a doc due to my sudden fever of 37.8degree.. apparently, i went at the wrong time and doctors are off from work - 9pm.. wahahhaa.. too bad lor.. popped a few pills and went to bed..

today, woke up feeling pretty fresh, met my groupmates up for project meeting and went nyp to have lunch with alex.. everything was fine until around 3pm when the tension and pain comes back.. went to see my family doctor on my way home and the conversation was as followed..

me: hey dr.pow, how are u?
dr.pow: gd thank u.. here for menstration check up? (he always gives me a jap for that cause)
me: no la.. having a very bad headache/ tension in my head..
dr.pow: oh, let me take ur blood pressure.
me: ok, but i'm afraid with the amount of fats within me, mayb cannot get good and accurate readings leh..
dr.pow: hmm.. are u on some dieting pills?
me: yea.. some yucky herbal kind that reduces my blood surgar and etc..
dr.pow: ok, any fyi, those diet pills din cause ur headache.. are u very stressful recently?
me: not really la.. just that,
1. running to and fro batam and singapore
2. damn lots of accounts to calculate and reports to close.
3. sch started, project deadlines coming up,
4. had a damn big quarrel with bf..
(and the doctor cut me off here..)
dr.pow: HAHAHA!! no wonder.. ur under stress, that leads to tension in ur head = bad headache, pain, sudden fever, afraid of sun light to ur eyes..
me: BINGO!
dr.pow: u may go now. try to relax ur mind and take a break if necessary.. and. if ever u need dieting pills, come see me.. safer huh..
me: waahhahahhahahhahaha!!!!!

this doctor damn steady.. no wonder always long queue!!! handsome and efficient..

thank u my darlings Birdy&MQ..

Firstly, i had a REALLY GOOD TIME in batam with my darlings MQ&Birdy.. hehe.. and ofcosh their respectives "Js"--> BF-Joel & Cousin-Jasmine! =D

thank you for making the trip down to "entertain" me and "accompany" me.. sorry for not able to join u guys at the cable skiing due unfinished work on hand.. my bad my bad.. and due to the terrible weather, guess u guys din managed to maximize ur time and money.. erms.. let me suggest, "WE GO AGAIN!!!!" haha! thank u to my darlings who made my days and erms.... HOLIDAY OVER LIAO.. BACK TO WORK.!! ): (please upload the photos so i can kop!)

went to BKM this morning, erms. kenna asked for my june's report! wahaha.. $%&^^%#* so erms.. today i stayed at home to complete them.. erms.. some technical problems as erms. my batam's computer kenna moved out to the yard already and all my emails with the reports are gone! so now need to retreive the documents all over again and do all over again.. tml! let me finished them and clear my june's debts den concentrate on july's debt..

(i will always remember the phrase - To me, u only know how to do maths and not how to handle money and situations. )

anw, i was quite sad, hurt, vexed the past weeks and having sleepless nights, guess age is catching up and the result of sleepless nights - damn frequent bad headaches!.. erms.. trying to think of ways to salvage my relationship.. but afterall, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.. i'm moving on.. moving on.. haha..


p.s read that book - joshua harris's i kissed dating goodbye..

i kissed dating goodbye!~

my current read: from Joshua Harris - I kissed dating goodbye..

infact, i finished reading it once in year 2004.. inspriational and forward looking.. haha! anw i read this when i was "underage" and "plain" ahhahaa.. (mayb not plain, but i cant find another suitable word for replacement.) anw, yupps. i guessed it's time i read this again and followed by another book from the same writer - When Boy Meets Girl.. (though i read both in year 2004) nice to re-read though..

i liked this line especially - " How many times have i given my heart away in short-term relationships? Will i have anything left to give my husband?"..

nice to ponder over this sentence huh.. haha!

anw, it's really nice to chat with ew over msn this noon and i realised that she went through some funny relationships! hahhahas.. but it was nice for her to approached me and share! =D

p.s to my darling friends - bird, mq, sj, vbff, bff.. a big THANKS U!!! LOVES..

4th year?

2nd sleepless night..

isit that hard to maintain a 4years relationship?

haha.. everyone were like "wow" it's ur 4th year together!? but erms.. 4th year so wat.. hahaa.. i tink it's harder to maintain a 4 year long marathon relationship as compared to 4 months..

this is so affecting me and decreasing my productivity and efficiency.. i need to move on..

i'm 20..

yeah.. i HIT 20 liao.. hhaa..

this year's bdae wish - erms. to lose 10kg? hahhaa.. same as last's year's wish, same as last last year.. hahhaa.. with full sincerity, i tink my wish is coming true? hahaha..

thanks to all my beloved, darling, dearest friends' well wishes and pressies.. hehe.. love them all!!

now, waiting for the batam trip with my dearest darlings and BB's teambuliding session on sat.. hehes..



maybe onli when i hit 20,did i realised that i've missed out alot of stuffs and put alot of constant aeroplanes to my friends due to wrong categorization of piority list.. sorry to all church friends and cell groupies for my constant disappearances as all along.. i will make my erms "special" apparances next sun.. whaahas.. =D

...

i've started SCHOOL!!

haha.. thats all..

i passed my exam!!

apparently i've passed my exam!!! im now a basic coating inspector!! anyone needs me to check on the thickness of ur house's paint? hahaha!! i'm quite surprised with the fact that this stupid cert allows me to work for paint provider companies and earn a minimum of 2.5k basic excluding allowances and being able to travel to different countries.. hmm... now im so going to treasure the stupid cert.. haha!!!

anw, on the other hand, im quite sad and affected.. by the fact that i've not spoken to my bf for 5 days.. never get the chance to see him online.. and now that the chance is here, he's out to meet his collegue.. anw, even if he's online, we got nothing to talk about. and, tml when im back in sg, he will be busy coaching at yishun sports hall.. same as to sunday.. mayb after im stationed in sg for good, things will change, or mayb not..

long day.. off to bed..

brand new blog?

i've changed my blogskin after much searching! hehe.. and yupps.. havent blogged for quite some timee.. pretty caught up with work and courses in batam.. hahas!!

i attended a SSPC course to become a paint inspector.. wahaha! and other than paying 1.5k SGD per pax, i was the only lady there.. and apparently, my dad and i were the first "father and daughter" to attend the course.. wahahas! (should write to newpaper and get the free sumsung hp hor! hahaas!! )

anw, the course is bloody boring.. everyday 7.30am start till 5pm end.. diaoz.. one big stack of lecture note that is equivilant to my year three accumulated notes..wahahas! and coffee break was given every one hour.. - imagine the slping rate? hahahha!! and i've still got accounts reports to do and stupid course homework to do as well.. sian.. i shall upload the SSPC photos when i've got the time to shrink it.. - 2 more days to go = 16hours more of lecture!! yawns..

oh and i bought two baby gold fishes home to my small cute little fish.tank. hehehe..

tired..

p.s i like batam! but i miss singapore.. and i want LAKSA!!!