holidaysss

xmas is kinda over, new year is coming, followed by chinese new year and valentines.. these "holidays" seems to be in queue.. considering valentines falls on a saturday.. =D

anw, i've still pretty few outstanding pressies to purchase and i really want to get them sent out before cny.. wahahhaas!! my long holiday is over, gotta bring my ass back to batam tml and "rest" for 1.5days before returning to sg for another long break.. wahahhaas! cant wait to be back for the countdown at cs.. lalala...

oh, and i was super occupied with two dramas.. - forensic heroes 2 and little nonya these few days!!! gotta get over with all these drama before im retrenched!! haha!

tata

Post Xmas!!!

Happy Post X'Mas!!!

Updates on my Blue-Black X'mas.. i rushed back with dad around 3pm and was busy preparing the food, decorations, collecting of fondue machine, buying of plates and etc.. all the way till 7.30pm where all my on-time friends turned up! based on the verbal agreements, i was expected a minimum of 25 turn-ups, excluding the carolling team..

Thanks to all the prompt turn up - jean, derrick, dennis, jeremy, lloyd, shuling, zaiton, jonathan, wayne, crystalne.. and thanks to jeremy who got the excellently tasted log cake from breadtalk.. =D anw, apologise for all the erms "boring" parts as the participants werent enough and we werent able to conduct the games as planned.. but i hope the food were up to standard huh! hahahas.. thanks to chef siti.. hehe.. and yes, i'm so glad that all of you walked home with nice lucky draws prizes from Jean's company! hehhee..

i was rather pissed on the high number of absents - 15 of you.. haha! infact you guys know who you are.. and you are the people whom rsvp earlier than the above mentioned friends.. i'm tired of all your excuses.. anw, you people claimed that you wasnt invited, and when i did, none of you turned up.. ok fine.. lesson learnt, i'm not going to make any invitation for you people.. i went throught the extend of getting sponsorships, preparing food, and reducing the ticket price when you people complained that $10/ pax is far too expensive.. anw, enough of complaining.. i was told that i should not have invited you guys, but i went against the advices.. now i just have to suck my own thumb for all the money spent in the wasted food.. thank you for all your rejections, and rest assured i will not attend any of your xmas functions ever..

back to the happy mood.. i was pretty packed these days.. haha! first to ethan's bdae cum xmas party.. den badminton with the group, den steamboat buffet with darling's family, den xmas party at aunt's place earlier.. left my hp connector in batam, will upload the pictures when im back in batam..

yups.. my long holiday is ending in a blink.. shall fully maximize it and get all the nice xmas presents for the above mentioned FRIENDS! haha! =D

i'm smelling christmas! ..

i'm smelling christmas! ..

but... i havent got the time to shop for pressies for family and friends.. was rather caught up with work recently.. but nevertheless, i'm having my block leave soon!! wahhaas.. the time where i can shop like crazy with those crazy "post xmas!" sales.. hehe..

ohoh.. and i've got myself an early xmas pressie - twilight.. haha!~ i know it sounded so "outdated".. coz the book had been around for ages, it's only now that i've picked it up from popular book store.. lol..!~ i shall enjoy it..

ohoh, and and, the xmas gathering in my house on 24th December is still ON!!!! so, make ur RSVP and fyi, it's $5 per entry!! hehe.. see ya all!! (:

i'm soooo into the holiday mood.. having my last agenda on hand, i'm so going to complete it by 4pm today, and prepare myself for the half day tml and BACK TO SINGAPORE..!!! lalallaa

Fish to Fishes!

My new yellow looking fish gave birth to 12 tiny yellow looking baby fishes minutes ago.. wahahahhaha! i feels like a grandmother now.. wahahhahahhaas!!!

new BFF!!

had an extended weekend in singapore since last sat till yesterdae.. went to grandma's place with sissy yesterdae.. and we had a fun time with cheryl baby... this time round, she kinda recognized us and laughed alot.. pretty girl.. hehe..

anw, im back to batam once again.. with a couple of agendas on hand.. hopes to finish all the work by these two weeks and enjoy the last week of december in peace.. xmas is round the corner.. for my dear friends, the xmas party in my house is still on!!! problem being, im pretty occupied and havent got the time to "mark attendances".. nevertheless, the party is on! admission fee wise.. let me work out my budgets and if possible, i would like to provide free entry.. haha!!

back to work.. =D

till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..

this morning u walked into the room and raised your voice barbarian tone, " 老大，你不要一直以为你老爸出了很多钱。那$500的晚餐是有算人头的hor， 我的妹妹都有出钱的hor。你以为你老爸一直出钱啊，即使是这样，那也是因该给我花的。你不要做我丢脸！"

i replied, "如果你不知道你在说设末，就不要说。 不知道发生的事情，你就说是我说的。

anw, she replied with more barbarian words, not typing out coz i'm having a hard time typing those chinese words.. haha! the story for the above "conversation" happened coz she came to ask me if dad paid for all the go-kart games for her sister's family. and i replied yes, despite paying for the dinner last night. apparently, she was the idiot who saes, "huh! last nite he paid $500 over dollars, now still need to pay for the game!".

anw, how irony, she is such an idiot. i cant refer her as bimbo (pretty woman without brains).. she is already 50 years old and she still cant differentiate what to say or do.. she onli has a skill.. the skill to advocate, i was just wondering if she take up marketing courses, she will be the best applicant for advocate.. she onli likes to call up her friends and compliant on how she was bullied by her step-daughters and gain sympathy..

you people always think that i've got no respect for her and im at fault for all the quarrels.. i just cant be bothered to repeat the history of her "doings" since day one, my dad married her.. or repeat how much sufferings she caused my mother's parents (grandparents) and us (sissy and me).. nevertheless, howmuch nonsenses she created in batam, causing embarassment to my father and his close friends and me.. so if you all dont know all these, dun be a smart aleck trying to teach me how to respect her.. or give comments like i'm a usless child or i'm such a lousy child..

no one will understand the life in batam, or the loneliness my dad faces for the past 15 years.. i've onli been there for 8 months but i know his helplessness and lonliness.. or whenever he is drunk, he would mentioned that he is tired and divorce will be the last resort to stop her nonsenses..

no one can imagine how much embarassment this woman contribute to my dad's reputation in batam, till all his friends are irritated and pissed. everyone gives in to her to advoid quarrels, and to give my dad some face.. but as these people gives in, this idiot woman will think that she is right, and she should continue doing that.. i totally agree that she may have these actions or behaviour coz she is uneducated.. but uneducated and do not want to be educated is a different scenario.. in this story, she do not want to be educated, she said that herself..

anw, to this idiot woman, continue doing everything that you pleases, coz your own daughter will be following your footsteps.. she will definitely treats you back like how you treated your own parents.. it's hard for me to remove all the accumulated amount of hate for you..

till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..

Great is Thy Faithfullnessss.......

Great is Thy Faithfullnessss.......

i was having a horrible temper this morning.. and yes, you're right, it's due to work.. but i kept it to myself and sorta expressed it to bird and jeremy on msn.. wahhaas.. thanks for you time, and sorry to have tortured you guys with my shit load horrible stuffs.. but thank God, he brought me through again.. (:

i knocked off earlier today - 7pm.. and watched tv all the way till 10mins ago.. cooked maggieeee meeee for dad any myself.. ate another bread that i bought this morning coz that mee was really little and non-appetizing.. how i wished i'm at the tkd BBQ session, stuffing myself with grilled chicken wings, otar, sotong, satay and etc.... *drools*

nevertheless, time to go home TML!!! yeah! =D

but before that, i got to finish the minutes for tml's meeting and set the agenda.. hoping to catch the 2.30pm ferry back to singapore.. but if my friends have decided to drop by batam tml, den i will be back laterrr..! anw, lets see what happens tml..

and, after the sweat-washing period for that fish tank, all three fishes DIED today!!!! -___- conducted the after death autopsy and results shows that they either died of..
1. cultural shock (the naked-angel-air-dispenser)
2. unable to adjust to the luxuries (new air dispenser and filter!)
3. 包死 (mayb i over fed them..haha)
4. intake of toxic water (mayb i left some soap within the stones and ...)

anw, they are dead and i threw them into the arowana territory! and you-know-what-happened-next! hahhahahhahaas..

new play mate!

had a rough day today due to the meetings with HQ bosses..

i had been thinking, im unable to do everything like what my dad did in the past.. or rather, i can do everything, but definitely prone to higher risks of errors.. i needed someone to assist me.. infact i already have 18 people assisting me.. so am i too demanding? hahas.. probably..

work in batam werent smooth, infact it's pretty or badly shaped.. but nevertheless, we are receiving some aid and guildances from HQ.. and i can see a prospective year 2009.. (:

oh and anw, i bought a new toy for my fish tank.. naked male angle "air" dispenser.. hahaha.. but apparently, one of the three fishes was rather tramatized by this new playmate and died..

new play mate!!!!

"failed-my-exam-paper!"

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

Many would have received my "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions expressions for the past weekend from yours truly.. and i was pretty affected by the failure in my BB paper as i was expecting high flying results from this course.. turn out that.. God answered my prayers and indeed, i received high flying results (in my perspectives la) for three other subjects that were graded with a DI.. the "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions came not long after i saw my NN grade for BB module.. Nevertheless, i gave thanks to God whom brought me through the whole hetic process during examination period where i had to work at the same time during that period..

i sent in the email immediately, titled : Appeal of Assessment Results.. and i went all out to request for a review of my exam script.. after days of waiting, i finally got a reply from my course coordinator and her reply was as followed..

Dear Kar Mun,
Thank you for your appeal application regarding your results in MKTG 1052. Based on your three other modules' performances and MKTG 1052 group assignment, I have reviewed your performance in the course and the final examination and advise that your final grade has been amended to a PA (50%).

Kind Regards,
Dr. Foula Kopanidis
Lecturer
RMIT BusinessSchool of Economics, Finance andMarketing
Level 12
239 Bourke Street
Melbourne Australia 3000
Tel +61 3 99255475
Fax +61 3 99255679
foula.kopanidis@rmit.edu.au

Though, the emails seemed to me like "pity" but i still gave thanks to God! Satisfied coz i dun have to fork out another $1.2k for the retake next year.. Doubts on the review of my exam script coz i'm still pretty sure that i've did well for that paper and that PA do not justify my effort and hardwork.. Still, i'm glad this "failed-my-exam-paper!" emotions had passed by and i can concentrate on my work now.. and im not going to talk about this anymore.. Thank God for his ever.lasting love! (:

For as long as I shall live, I will testify your Love..

in memory of Justice Tang..

Thank God for his love is ever.sufficient and ever.lasting!

had a long weekend - 2.5 days and, i guess i pretty much spent it in a rather adequate manner before catching a early morning ferry to batam today.. reached sg at around 3.30pm on sat and went straight to church for the "pastor acknowledgement ceremony", or something along the lines.. Thank God again for providing AGPC with a knowledgeable, exposed (been to couple of countires) and experienced pastor - Rev. Xie.. He is a young pastor filled with drive to accomplish many missions for God.. Infact, a model for us to follow.. since the day he came, the population of the church go-ers (not members yet) had been increasing and everyweek, we have new friends..! Praise our Lord.. (:

and back to the sad news, darling's best buddy -Justice passed away yesterdae noon.. i was there at his house before him and his family set out to the animal hospital where Justice was warded.. His sis was tearing badly while we were waiting for thier mom to dress up, and while darling went to get the car.. i felt the ache too, considering i've been friends with Justice for 4 years!

grandpa made an appointment with the chinese doctor and he required chauffer - me.. so while i was waiting for grandpa, darling called and was crying badly.. he mumbled that Justice din made it.. i was tearing too, despite the fact that i favoured Lucky more..

whenever i enter their house, Justice will start barking loudly at me, followed by Lucky, and both will start sniffing my legs till darling shoo them.. Justice likes to rub his body against the side of the bed or sofa and "attract attention", while darling will playfully slap(massage) it's butt with his feets and Justice enjoys it! haha.. i too misses the times when Justice will guard me while i have my dinner and pants at my legs where i will give him some bone in exchange of peace.. there are also times when im "Shitting" in the toilet and Justice accidently pushes open the door while doing his "business", and stare at me with his big eyes.. there's also once when darling extended his mani/pedicure services to Justice but accidently pulled out the entire nail instead of trimming.. Justice was angry and was bleeding.. darling kept apologizing to it but not very sure if it understands, but i know it was more interested in the "dog" snacks that i gave him to distract his pain.. Not forgetting the times where darling had to clean it's "businesses" in the kitchen.. i misses Justice too.. as i type, tears kept rolling off..

i was feeling very helpless as i really wanted to be beside darling when he's so sad, but again, grandpa needs me and cooincidenly, it's grandpa's bdae and the whole family was out for holiday.. Speaking of that, his children dun even remembers his bdae, but nevertheless, i did and i bought him a cake and brought him out to dinner together with my cousins..

i drove to darling's house after settling grandpa at home, and i wanted darling to come for grandpa's bdae dinner to make-up the numbers of attendees.. but again, i understand that this is not the time.. i've went through the pain of losing precious love ones many times and dun worry about your absent for the dinner.. oh and it was funny receiving your call and you tell me you're outside my house.. haha! fyi, my house bell is working fine and responding loud.. haha! we rented dvd and it was the first time having you seated in my house for a couple of hours.. how's my leather sofa btw?



with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

i was pretty tramatized last nite.. that kind of night fear had not paralayzed me for quite some time.. and last nite, it came to me before i went into a deep sleep.. i was paralyzed or rather, inmobilized again.. cant move, cant talk, cant scream, helpless state.. but i was certain that i was half awake and was rather familiar to these.. i dont know how can i name this incident but im pretty certain tat it's the act of the satan family..

but last nite was a different episode.. it came and left two times.. seems like it's trying? not sure.. but i was very certain and sure that it left when i screamed within myself "i'm the child of God, in the name of Jesus Christ, this place is blessed. im scared but with faith i stand." after awhile i was able to move.. but it came back again pretty shortly with alot of noises mixing all the languages together i guess.. i was terrified, truly terrified, but i screamed the same sentences as before and added " with the blood of Jesus Christ, im protected.. In the name of Jesus Christ the son of God, this place is blessed..".. it left.. i was in shocked, heart thumping really fast.. drops of sweat on my forehead..

im not experienced in this situations, but i've been through it couple of times.. had supernatural encounters with them.. and i had conversation with them.. they wanted to me leave my faith so they will stop "bothering me".. though i've sinned (with so many Ss behind the word Sin) i believe, and trusted.. i thank God that i was able to calm down with the comfort from my dad's snores and eventually went to sleep..

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

just viewed my results online.. i FAILED ONE MODULE.. im dying.. having a heart attack now.. omg omg omg.. argggg.s...

Awesome God

a brand new week after my one week leave.. time to buck up..

my head is spinning.. having a super super bad headache..

slept only 6hours for the past two days..

this headache truly reflects the aging process..

woke up at 5am this morning and took the 7.50am ferry to batam..

God will provide me with sufficient wisdom and abilities coz i seeked... (:

quote of the day - when all things in this earth fades/ forsaken you, only God's love remains..

cute baby cheryl's photo! - stress reliever.. (:

Our God is an Awesome God, He Reigns from Heaven Above.

With Wisdom and Power and Love, Our God is an Awesome God..

- Rick Mullins (1989)