with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

i was pretty tramatized last nite.. that kind of night fear had not paralayzed me for quite some time.. and last nite, it came to me before i went into a deep sleep.. i was paralyzed or rather, inmobilized again.. cant move, cant talk, cant scream, helpless state.. but i was certain that i was half awake and was rather familiar to these.. i dont know how can i name this incident but im pretty certain tat it's the act of the satan family..

but last nite was a different episode.. it came and left two times.. seems like it's trying? not sure.. but i was very certain and sure that it left when i screamed within myself "i'm the child of God, in the name of Jesus Christ, this place is blessed. im scared but with faith i stand." after awhile i was able to move.. but it came back again pretty shortly with alot of noises mixing all the languages together i guess.. i was terrified, truly terrified, but i screamed the same sentences as before and added " with the blood of Jesus Christ, im protected.. In the name of Jesus Christ the son of God, this place is blessed..".. it left.. i was in shocked, heart thumping really fast.. drops of sweat on my forehead..

im not experienced in this situations, but i've been through it couple of times.. had supernatural encounters with them.. and i had conversation with them.. they wanted to me leave my faith so they will stop "bothering me".. though i've sinned (with so many Ss behind the word Sin) i believe, and trusted.. i thank God that i was able to calm down with the comfort from my dad's snores and eventually went to sleep..

with every breadth i take, i will give thanks to God above..

just viewed my results online.. i FAILED ONE MODULE.. im dying.. having a heart attack now.. omg omg omg.. argggg.s...