till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..

this morning u walked into the room and raised your voice barbarian tone, " 老大，你不要一直以为你老爸出了很多钱。那$500的晚餐是有算人头的hor， 我的妹妹都有出钱的hor。你以为你老爸一直出钱啊，即使是这样，那也是因该给我花的。你不要做我丢脸！"

i replied, "如果你不知道你在说设末，就不要说。 不知道发生的事情，你就说是我说的。

anw, she replied with more barbarian words, not typing out coz i'm having a hard time typing those chinese words.. haha! the story for the above "conversation" happened coz she came to ask me if dad paid for all the go-kart games for her sister's family. and i replied yes, despite paying for the dinner last night. apparently, she was the idiot who saes, "huh! last nite he paid $500 over dollars, now still need to pay for the game!".

anw, how irony, she is such an idiot. i cant refer her as bimbo (pretty woman without brains).. she is already 50 years old and she still cant differentiate what to say or do.. she onli has a skill.. the skill to advocate, i was just wondering if she take up marketing courses, she will be the best applicant for advocate.. she onli likes to call up her friends and compliant on how she was bullied by her step-daughters and gain sympathy..

you people always think that i've got no respect for her and im at fault for all the quarrels.. i just cant be bothered to repeat the history of her "doings" since day one, my dad married her.. or repeat how much sufferings she caused my mother's parents (grandparents) and us (sissy and me).. nevertheless, howmuch nonsenses she created in batam, causing embarassment to my father and his close friends and me.. so if you all dont know all these, dun be a smart aleck trying to teach me how to respect her.. or give comments like i'm a usless child or i'm such a lousy child..

no one will understand the life in batam, or the loneliness my dad faces for the past 15 years.. i've onli been there for 8 months but i know his helplessness and lonliness.. or whenever he is drunk, he would mentioned that he is tired and divorce will be the last resort to stop her nonsenses..

no one can imagine how much embarassment this woman contribute to my dad's reputation in batam, till all his friends are irritated and pissed. everyone gives in to her to advoid quarrels, and to give my dad some face.. but as these people gives in, this idiot woman will think that she is right, and she should continue doing that.. i totally agree that she may have these actions or behaviour coz she is uneducated.. but uneducated and do not want to be educated is a different scenario.. in this story, she do not want to be educated, she said that herself..

anw, to this idiot woman, continue doing everything that you pleases, coz your own daughter will be following your footsteps.. she will definitely treats you back like how you treated your own parents.. it's hard for me to remove all the accumulated amount of hate for you..

till then, if i cant remove the hate for you, i will see you in hell..