in FAITH..

i was erms.. over the moon, laughing, excited, anxious to play the first song from this cd... long waited present.. hehe.. apparently this bdae present was "delayed" due to the insufficiency of wrapping papers.. haha! i couldnt find this cd anywhere in those neighbouring or shopping centres cds distributors..

once again, i get to listen to a couple of my favourite songs in this cd.. above all... i can only imagine, 5loafs and 2fishes, shout to the lord, there is none like you...

thank you vbff!! and thank you in all different languages.. Terima kasih, Efcharisto, Merci beaucoup, Grazie, Arigato, Matur nuwun, Gratias, Tang kun, Merçì, Masalu, Gestena, Jag tackar, Nandri, Khawp khun khrap, Tesekkür ederim, Spasibi, Cám ơn ông, Ngiyabonga.....

ohoh, and i finally met up with bird this morning.. glad to see that she is recovering fast and "itching" constantly.. haha! went ikea for lunch and contributed some dollars to the turnover of ikea.. thereafter we went amk hub for bird to open a uob bank account.. we were introduced to a new gold debit card, kinda cool, so erms.. we signed up.. awhaha!! i tink i over.spent today.. but who cares, it's the company that matters! =D

and.. a random happy face of mine taken two days back! wahahas! looking at the mess, i was back to mugging and mugging and mugging.. ( i mean i was TRYING to mug.. )):

p.s tp cute bird: till then shall we meet and update! hahaas.. in the mean time, take good care of yourself.! (:

High School Musical 3

as the following picture reveals.. i watched high sch musical 3 last nite with bf.. he was super reluctant to watch it.. but finally agrees after securing full sponsorship by PKM Pte Ltd.. =D this is way better than the previous two parts of HSM.. watch it watch it watch it!!!!

Source: http://www.efronfreak.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/06/high_school_musical_3_poster_no_hotlinking.jpg

oh and.. i loveeee this song.. "can i have this dance"... being a blogger idiot, i pretty much lacked the ability of uploading youtubes songs here.. lol.. laugh all you want.. but view the song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lW-1Ytwn4a4

enjoy! (:

worthy is the lamb

i give thanks to Heavenly Father for saving my unworthy ass again and again.. i went into the exam hall with a panic and unsettled heart - probably i was kinda "usually" late.. settled down on my seat with the the help of "nannies" after a couple of mins - bloody hall was so huge and populated..

anw, i completed my 2hr paper in 45minutes or so.. pretty impressed though.. given the fact that i do not know how to do a 12mark question! i spent the next 15mins trying to figure out some "smoke" techniques for the "duno how to do" question but still DUNO HOW TO DO la... haha!! nevertheless, i contributed 12 marks worth of pen ink by scribbling some "carmen's logic".. hopeful for some simpathy marks i guessed.. (:

anw, first paper over.. and i thank god for the amount of "fully concentrated" 4hours of revision the day before, as promised.. let me work hard again!! (:


happy deep.pAr.valley eve to all!

i made a prayer

wanted to visit bird yesterdae.. but was AGAIN caught up last minute..

stupid HQ company called in the morning to "inform" a required urgent manpower updates.. wth.. and by hook or crook, i need to email them the updates by 5.30pm.. and yes, i was like a red ant on the bloody hot pot.. knowing that the batam staff arent that efficient "kan cheong" wasnt part of their vocabs either, i emailed, called, msn to remind and request for the updates.. the final update was onli sent to my email account after 5 overseas calls + 6 emails...

and thank to all, the whole day was wasted again.. sometimes i wished im either a "normal" full time student or employee.. it's kinda hard to be summond here and there to do stuffs when i'm preparing for exams.. but again, only the "abnormal" part provides me with monthly allowances and sch fees.. =(

i made a prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for saving my ass over and over again for the past 13years of education and occasional high flying results.. im so bloody laazy and im not worthy of these results and tender care of yours. But im really really grateful and thankful for these results had brought me so far.. Father, i promised to maximize my revision today, and if i fail to do so, please slap and fail me..

in Jesus's name i pray, amen..

as i typed this prayer.. grandpa needs me to drive him to the clinic.. another few hours gone? but i love my ah gong, and please dun punish me for this few hours! i will and surley will study when im back!!! =x

time wasted..

everyone is concentrating, focusing, mugging and using all the available vocabs that refers to - STUDYING..

and here i am... SLACKING..

not sure what had been keeping me "busy".. came back from a 4days batam work "trip".. wanted to start revision on mon but somehow got alittle distracted and went for tkd at nite.. planned to mug on tue morning but bf injured his neck.. so erms.. i was the driver/maid/nurse for the day.. and i tried revising a little at nite and this morning, i was only awake at 1130am? hahahs! and erms.. went to the bank and fetched sis from tution and dinner and... now it's 9.30pm.. lets get started..

was supposed to meet up a client but he cancelled it last min! wth..!!! #$^&%#^*^$&(

to EAT-LIZARD-BIRD.. RECOVER WELL OK.. see ya tml!! =D

coughss..

it had been the sixth and counting nights were i was constantly disturbed by my own "coughs".. Nevertheless, i started coughing around two weeks back.. seen the doctor, had two dosage of cough syrups.. yet.. ): going to see another doctor later..

Source: bp3.blogger.com/.../s320/whooping-cough.jpg

ohoh and good news here is.. gordon called last nite and said.. " what's HD ah?" den i replied saying, "it's high distinctions?".. and i was told we've got HD for the OB Group Project! hehe.. (:

misses..

when a man is drunk...


when the drunken man says.....


" i miss your mama"...




no matter how true the words from a drunken man are, my heart ached... teared.. coz..


"i misses her too.."

yawnss..

some other photos that were taken with bird's cam.. and erms.. i combined into one.. =D
meanwhile, i'm still sick i guess.. coughing real badly only at night.. lol! and the whole of last nite i wasnt able to slp till 5+ am.. guess i was fidgiting and tossing around in bed, when i finally fell asleep, my bf's alarm rang.. =( will be heading batam in a couple of hours.. will be back on sat!

oh, and upcoming events from PAYM YCK YEC - some civil defence tele-match on sat, 18oct.. Come down and erms win some torchlights and bandages? hehe..

yawns..

W.D.O

bird and i went for the womens.day.out event on sat noon.. i went straight to ngee.ann after class and she went there after dating? hehees.. here are the 4 pics that i took using my hp after the whole event.. anw.. 3hrs of aerobics session is fun and tiring.. hahas! neverthelesssss, lets go again next year!! =D enjoy the workout with bird despite my watery nose, sicky but fat body.. hahas!!!

joel took more artistic photos with bird's camera.. i shall wait for the uploads.. =D

p.s due to the limited "dance" area, we kinda enjoyed kicking and hitting aunties though.. wahahas.. -> i mean "I"kinda enjoy.. hehe..

i thought.....

down : day 2.5...

i'm slowly recovering i guess.. ran a high fever last nite... but everyone was asleep.. so i tot, y not walk to 7eleven and get those "fever sticker tapes" then stick on my head and go to slp? hahaa.. and as i was about to leave house and get those, sis insisted on accompanying.. at 12mn.. she held onto a "or.ba.sang" umbrella and we walked to 7eleven.. (apparently, it wasnt raining, it was a defensive tool of hers).. hahas! and when sis said, "you're my only sister, i must go with you".., i allowed her to acc me even when she was half asleep? thanks sis.. =)

anw, fever's gone.. sore throat gone.. leaving with dry cough and slight headaches.. also, my left knee bruise still hurts while showering and medicating.. hahaha.. last revision module tml morning and joining ah bird for w.d.o.. hopefully by tml noon, i will be 100% fit and healthy! =D

i though you're going to ask if i want to eat anything since i told you i've only eaten an egg... i thought you're going to send me fever stickers since i told you i had a fever.. i thought you cancelled the training at night to accompany me or to check on me.. i thought you will be worried about me since i told you i wasnt feeling well.. coz i thought i was quite important to you..

but i was all wrong.. by having the " i tot he will " concept, it was so convenient..

again, i though you will be coming over to my place and check on me after your tkd training.. but, anw, have fun with what ever you're doing.. I'm recovering well without all the "i thought" concepts.. i duno where to start or how to tell you all these.. coz they are not any "big deals" problems and your not obliged to do them either.. it's just my thoughts..

a shout out to all my darling friends and besties and blahs blahs.. thanks for all ur concerns! i will try not to be clumsy next time.. wahahhas!! =D

im soooo sick..

im down.. down with pretty bad throat infections... dry cough... fever...

in additions, i had two bruised kneess..

pathatic.

my maid ask me, " howcome ur bf never come visit u liao meh?, last time still bring those fever sticker for u.."

i answer: he busy la..

my maid sae, " he got call u to check not?"

me: noped. he sent one sms.

my maid, " huh! can go find the guy that brought u liang teh and strapsill and food? that one better!"

me: .....

time for bed, im sooo HOT.. hahhahas!!

double suayness..

kinda suay todae..

was around 30mins late for lecture.. cant find lecture theater.. lol.. so sijie and i walked around watching the "campus tv" for our make up lecture location.. and finally we found it.. lol..

i went into the theater first and i missed a step and "PUMP" I FELL!!!! HAHAAS.. anw, i fell in a kneeling down position without any screams or what.. so erms. other than the last row course mates who witness the "significant kneeling down ceremony", the rest were busily coping hints for upcoming exam.. wahahahas!!!

anw, i bruised both my knees with say, "2nd degree abrasion?" hahahas! and some small portion of skin peeling off at the toe area that leads to minor bleeding. hais.. cant remember went was the last "clumsy" day..

oh and i went home.. erms.. cleaned up the wounds with the "satline" water? and iodine.. and that #$%^&%$*^% @$^%#*^&$(&* HURTS la!!!! second suayness came when i suddenly had a few coughing symtons den sore throat came.. den erms.. lost 50% of voice? so abrupt la..

cant i have a little more time?

just received the grades of my first OB assignment grades - PASS.. wth.. ahhahahhas.. but anw, i deserved it la.. last minute work.. wahahahhahs! =D

i ATTEMPTED to study earlier on, but was distracted by the last 2 episodes of "I SURVIVED A JAPANESE GAME SHOW!" on you tube. so erms.. i finished watching those...

and as i ATTEMPTED to study again, i felt slpy, went for a quick shower..

and as i ATTEMPTED to start studying, i realised i havent complete my over.dued reports..!!

so, im screwed, totally..

agenda:
1. Order Book Report
2. Work Progress Report
3. Accrusal Report
4. BB Charity Golf Attendance Confirmation
5. BB t-shirt embrodry
6. BB minutes and agenda for Oct..


den...

REVISION FOR EXAM!!!!!


at the mean time.... my art piece.. favourite cousin - lukey! =D

loves..

photo.scape!!!

apparently, im having alot of fun with PHOTO.SCAPE!!!!!! =D (p.s no longer a loyal brand supporter of PAINT!).. hehe..

fantastically cute naughty kids and gorgeously pretty teacher! wahahaa...xmas 2007..

haha.. this time i hope it's clearer and better!!! w.d.o..
lallalalalaa..

projects are over!! yippie yaya!!!

but exams are round the corner.. =(

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im not sure why time is still running out when im pretty free this week.. hahaa!!! i still owe BKM one order book report.. damn.. late by 2 days already.. die die must complete it tml!!!


im upset.. quite upset though..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's tue.. but you dun feel like it..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's wed.. but you cant make it due to meeting and says to watch on fri.. ..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's thurs.. but you gotta work night shift..

when friday comes, i guess u totally forgotten about it and i was waiting for u to raise the topic.. but i guess we were too tired after training..

i asked if you want to watch movie on tue.. but there's YEC meeting and you said to watch after that.. the meeting ended at 9.30 and somehow somewhere delayed and rained.. couldnt make it for the last screening at 10.20..

i asked if you want to watch movie on wed.. but you said it was expensive to watch and wasnt feeling well (which i totally agree that you go home and rest..)

i wanted to ask if you want to watch movie on today.. but you were working night shift and you dun feel like watching..

i ask if you want to watch movie tml.. you're attending another meeting and meeting your friends after that..

anw, many times are due to your job and meetings that are unavoidable.. and mayb i demanded things at the wrong time wrong day.. and im not understanding enough.. or mayb it's no longer the same as before.. oh, and many scenarios that i imagined will happen after i post this entry out..

scenario 1: after you read this, you'll ask me to go movie on saturday maybe? and out of spite, i wont want to go anymore.. then you'll say im throwing temper and giving you attitude.. and you will ask me, "what is it this time!"..

scenario 2: out of spite, i go ahead and watch those movies with my friends without informing you.. and you will get angry and ask me why cant i wait awhile longer when have more free time?

scenario 3: nothing will happen.. coz you and i cant be bothered to do anything anymore..

if you're going to quarrel to me regarding this matter, den better dun raise it coz i duno what is it this time.. or mayb u you've stopped reading my blog.. haha..


adios!

i hoped i did the right thing..

i made this little boy kick with tears in his eyes during monday tkd class.. this cute little boy not even 6years old.. hahas! story goes, these three kids kick with hands flying in the air like "butterfly" which is in.correct.. and we made a deal.. who ever hands flies in the air, i will smack their butt with the kicking aid.. and so it continues, and i smacked "happily" hahaha..

this little boy- ziheng kicked exceptionally well, despite his "in.correct butterflyhands", and was caught by hazel and without a second word, i smacked his butt.. he felt misunderstood and teared.. and he kicked really hard with tears in his eyes.. so heart warming la.. but instead of sayang.ing him, i raised my voice at him for behaving like a girl.. (mayb due to spite, he performed even better than the first half of the session..).. hahaas.. i was glad/happy/ laughing.. but on a side note, i was quite worried that due to the smacking or raising of my voice will turn out as a side effect and he might stop learning? i duno ..

i hoped i did the right thing..

end of the day, he offered me sweets.! hahhas..! i guess my popularity ratings among them still quite HIGH ah. wahahahhas... !!!!!