was really really exhausted weeks ago, when dad was hospitalised..
couldnt express the kind of exhaustion and was on the verge of giving up or running away.. haha!!
i had to be chauffer to family, driving them to and fro sgh..
i had to ensure that grandpa had lunch, ensure that grandpa, grandma and seoky had dinner..
i had to answer all calls and repeat the same exact statues of dad's condition..
i had to take over dad's work load..
i had to wash my own clothes, had to cook my own lunch coz too sick of outside food..
lastly, i had to do my assignments and study for exams..
but but, despite all those, Jesus took MY wheel..
he replaced my anxiety with patients..
replaced my anger with compassion..
replaced my fustrations with eagerness to learn..
but still i may have offended or raised my voice at few.. my apologies.. (esp. my sisters la.. haha)
thank God, dad is recovering well and he had started working, tat reduces my workload.. =D
Thursday, October 8, 2009
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