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im not sure why time is still running out when im pretty free this week.. hahaa!!! i still owe BKM one order book report.. damn.. late by 2 days already.. die die must complete it tml!!!


im upset.. quite upset though..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's tue.. but you dun feel like it..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's wed.. but you cant make it due to meeting and says to watch on fri.. ..

i asked if you want to watch movie last week's thurs.. but you gotta work night shift..

when friday comes, i guess u totally forgotten about it and i was waiting for u to raise the topic.. but i guess we were too tired after training..

i asked if you want to watch movie on tue.. but there's YEC meeting and you said to watch after that.. the meeting ended at 9.30 and somehow somewhere delayed and rained.. couldnt make it for the last screening at 10.20..

i asked if you want to watch movie on wed.. but you said it was expensive to watch and wasnt feeling well (which i totally agree that you go home and rest..)

i wanted to ask if you want to watch movie on today.. but you were working night shift and you dun feel like watching..

i ask if you want to watch movie tml.. you're attending another meeting and meeting your friends after that..

anw, many times are due to your job and meetings that are unavoidable.. and mayb i demanded things at the wrong time wrong day.. and im not understanding enough.. or mayb it's no longer the same as before.. oh, and many scenarios that i imagined will happen after i post this entry out..

scenario 1: after you read this, you'll ask me to go movie on saturday maybe? and out of spite, i wont want to go anymore.. then you'll say im throwing temper and giving you attitude.. and you will ask me, "what is it this time!"..

scenario 2: out of spite, i go ahead and watch those movies with my friends without informing you.. and you will get angry and ask me why cant i wait awhile longer when have more free time?

scenario 3: nothing will happen.. coz you and i cant be bothered to do anything anymore..

if you're going to quarrel to me regarding this matter, den better dun raise it coz i duno what is it this time.. or mayb u you've stopped reading my blog.. haha..


adios!