*envy

hmm.. what to talk about.. my current mood is *envy.. envy of many things unexplainable. call me greedy but i still longed for more things.

i've started reading of a biography of this lady called Lee Khoon Siow. the author of An Uncommon Beauty. she suffered alot during her childhood days and being abandoned by her parents and being badly disfigured yet she lived on with courage and etc.. compared to her, my sis and i are already considered super fortunate. very very fortunate.. but i always know that there's this emotional inbalance within both of us. onli we will understand ourself. Probably one day, i could write a book on our story.. (must buy ok!)

anw. my internship is coming to an end very soon. just one more mth. our leader is getting more and more stucked up. just hope that this month will pass as quickly as the last one. one angry incident.

God gives us the stength please. We are having war everydae.