wat's wrong with this weekend.

anw. sundae. today.

pissed. yet sorry. honestly, after yest quarrel, i fell sorry. cos u spelled out every details that i wasnt there for u.. of all details, the main objective of ur pek cek.ness was the number of times i've been to ur place and spent the weekends or fri with u.. yes. i did not spend as much time with u as before.. that's y im sorry. considering the fact that u may have missed me more? or felt lonely without me.. again. i felt sorry after all the msges sent. anw.

anw. went ikea today with family to purchase some new storage items and simple furnitures for the room.. reached home around 5.30 or so.. started cleaning and packing up the room after donkey years of accumulation of dust.. haahs! done almost everything, felt like i've again spent my weekends without u.. therefore asked if u would like to go j8 or anywhere else..

u: mi going markna with sis soon. u wan go?
me: wat time u leaving? i just finished packing.
u: maybe in 15mins time
me: u want wait for me, i go shower first? or u two go ahead?
u: u bath first ba. when i leave hs let u know.



i tot great. atleast we could spend like the last bid of weekend tgt.. and i was really glad.



the next thing i came out of bath room all dressed up and saw a missed call from u - 8.05pm.
i phone u straight awae at 8.11pm and u responded by telling me ur at the expressway already!..
all rights. if this is wat u wanted. barely 6mins. that exceeded ur patience limit.

u called me at 10.19pm again, asking about the vcds that den lent.. i was guessing mayb u want to drop by my place and pick me up to ur place. but after all the expressway thingy, u think i still got the mood to go ur place? actuali, u should send me a msg saying im trying too hard or at the wrong time again. or mayb this time wrong fengshui since i've moved my room's furniture. i really felt so hard trying to please u or wat not.

so yupps. this adds on to the reason for not going to ur place? i guess so. i really din want to take u for granted or wat. sometimes is these nonsenses are the culprit. period. when u mentioned that ur lonely during the weekends. i too stayed at home. anw. i will be going batam real soon. i cant wait. tml, jurong shipyard - reporting at 8am. yawns.