me and my grumbles.. skip this.

sometimes, i'm just un.sure about the characteristics of being a christian.. i'm very sure i maybe judging here but again, i'm fustrated and stating my comments..

yes, i've skipped church for 3 weeks to be exact.. with reasons.. if u din ask about my reasons, how can u christian(s) judge me from my absent from church? hahas! i'm pretty irritated now.. take for example, especially from my step.mom.. she said," wow, doing big business now ah? going out late, wasting ur time around other guys isit? why never turn up for church? how can u say ur a christian?.. erms.. she said it in a insulting mode though..

my tots were.. so erms.. u think ur a gd or godly christian just bcosh u attended the church regularly? what about ur gambling attitude when comes to 4D? what about ur attitude when comes down grading ur *children infront of others? what about ur behaviour and damn attitude on *us when dad's not around? what about all ur critisims on ur own brothers and sisters and other church members and their children? what about ur attitude on ur own parents? haha.. u call urself a sincere christian with holy faith? haha.. mayb yes? and all these holy statement are not mentioned just for the sake, it's still being practised till today..

as for other's who are really concern on my well being, i really thank u all for the concerns and love.. fellow christian friends and other dearest non.christian friends.. i miss church, i miss all my friends.. and i hate my current life..

mon is coming, back to reality.. $#^%*&^(*&*(738^#*^*648768