long lonely entry.

todae in batam.. i was very lonely.. dad left for the yard earli morning after i alight his car at 8.30am.. and the auditors came to do their regular auditing.. i was like left alone.. pretty lonely.. cos i was supposed to like make my wae downstairs to the "malays" alone and sit there find something to do.. dad never assign anything and i was like . lost.

anw. i made some thinking thought.. i think im too used to being assigned stuffs to do and work at.. now that im left alone and lost. i need to initiate liao.. but u know. making the first step is difficult. especially in an all malay environment. when ur the boss's daughter. etc.. hais.

anwhow, i went downstairs after walking a few rounds in my office.. with abit thicker skin, i said hello to all and approached one of the staff.. i did some usless stuff helping them out.. den i got bored. rolling my eyes around the room. after few minutes of blank staring. i approached a staff and asked her to teach me what she's doing.. (i was supposed to learn all the different job scops of each individual staff.). luckily, she kept me occupied till lunch.

dad still not back, so i headed upstairs to play game. hahas.. decided not to go down after lunch cosh very ackward. everyone is busy with their own stuffs. so i did more playing of games (since it's my own office, people got to knock before entering - no one knocked! hahhaas). and around 5pm. dad finally came back. i was speechless. haven talked for like 5 hours.. hahahas! stunned.

i'm a little scared. there's so many things to learn. but i've got to make the first step. May God gives me more courage tml. i've blogged long enuff..

tata.

mood: lonely.